The Doorway: a panfandom game

If everything pans out well with rehearsals, I'm going to be on Broadway.

If, if, if. I don't care about the ifs.

I don't know what to think about this.

( cut for Smash finale spoilers? )

TEXT TO IVY LYNN:

» I got a callback
» what do i do

I had spoken earlier about the idea of a Potts Tower talent show and several had indicated their interest.

After having done a bit more research I have decided that doing this towards the beginning of next month would be a possible time to give it a try and see what happens.

Thus I am throwing this out for people to sign up in a more official context.

Currently I am looking for somewhere between four to five 'acts'. These might be individual or could be a group of people. If you believe you would be interested in sharing something please indicate that below.

[Filter: Ivy Lynn]

Did we ever decide upon a scene to act out?

[Captain's Log; Filter: Private]

Captain's Log; Stardate 308998.0

Nearly four months in this reality and I have found myself becoming accustomed to the particular restrictions that it has with the one exception of the lack of space travel. To be grounded without any possibility of travel is an experience I sincerely doubt that I should ever quite get used to.

With no sign of when the tesseract will allow me to return to my own reality I have been making connections with others who were employed by Starfleet in their own realities and looking into what I may do to give something back to this community that has accepted me into its reality with a mild amount of fuss.

Right now I have been investigating places where I might be able to instruct in the fields of archaeology and it seems there are some colleges that would be willing to open up a basic class in the subject for me to do some instruction.

Additionally to something like work I am looking into the possibility of travel to France and believe I have procured the necessary documents to make this happen at the end of next month. I will look into my home town in this reality and see what 'home' is like in this reality.

Who:Ivy Lynn and Luke Skywalker
When: Sunday morning May 5
Where:Luke's apartment
What:Waking up a little hungover and a little surprised
Rating:Moderate for suggestion of previous sex and naked
Status:Complete

( At least it had lived up to her adolescent fantasies )

( Cut for OUAT casting spoilers! )

I never should have watched that stupid show.

I need a drink. Or a lot of drinks. Or something.

Screw this. He can't keep it in his pants and I get punished for it? It's bullshit.

It's rather sobering to discover how few people give a damn about your life, and what other pieces of shit they'd prefer to watch instead.



Then again, I can't say I give much of a damn about how my own life is shaping up on screen.

It was a relief to wake up and be me again this morning. Although going guitar shopping with Marty McFly yesterday was pretty cool.

[Filter: Private]

135 lbs (horrid, but have been eating ice cream/drinking wine with Ivy to commiserate in horrible teenage hormonal experience so to be expected), alcohol units 12 (see commiseration with Ivy), cigarettes 0 (surprisingly good considering), calories 3998 (v. bad).

Have been reminded of the utter absurdity of the teen-age state of being due to room-mate being suddenly reassigned into a teen-age body. What have we all done to the universe that we must be resigned to spend so much of our entirely too brief existence on the planet as a teen-ager? Am also now convinced that everyone was a far more gorgeous teen-ager than I ever was, and can only be grateful (but quietly so, because I would not want to rub it in Ivy's face) that I was somehow unaffected. No one needs to see another zit.

Or ten.

Must begin a diet immediately. There is the prom coming up v. v. soon, and the weight that I have, even if at least three pounds is likely water retention, means that I will be unable to fit into any dress of any worth. I tried on my dress from Fashion Week last night and it was tight. Entirely too tight for me to consider wearing that to Prom. On the bright side this means I must buy a new dress. On the less bright side it means that I must buy it in the next size up.

V. bad. V. v. bad.

Also. Do not have date. Am completely undesirable to anyone who is not Mark Darcy, which would be quite fine if only Mark Darcy did not run off via the tesseract. Actually, may not be desirable to Mark Darcy as he disappeared.

Must get weight under control. Will be lovely and flirty and beautiful and will have a date before prom.

It is a worthy goal.

[Filter: Friends of Bridget]

V. important decision everyone as it will determine the number of dances I am able to enjoy at the prom.

This dress.

This dress.

OR

This dress?

So ah. I'm ah, Marty.

Anybody know the shortest route to Hill Valley?

Filter[A private post written in a notebook by Ivy on May 8, 2013]

( Dear Diary )

>> How's it going?
>> Do you want me to stop and pick up some of that cleaner stuff?
>> For your face I mean?
>> Not that you need it, but I think I used all of yours.
[...]
>> Or wine. I could definitely get wine.

TEXT TO DEREK WILLS:

>> Hey. I watched the show last night.
>> We should talk probably. If you saw it that is.
>> But I should warn you that I might look a little different when you see me.
>> How the hell do I explain this?
>> Can I come over?

If my professional accomplishments here are actually someone else's creation, how the bloody hell am I supposed to get any sort of job? I earned my place, and now I have to start over? Are my Olivier Awards nothing? The Tony nomination?

Right then.

We'll see how well throwing my name around works anyway. I hear the show's having trouble, so maybe NBC will want to capitalize on whatever fragments of attention they still have and make some money. Anyone with singing, acting and dancing experience, drop me a line. Someone's got to want to make money off us while we're here, and I have a few other ideas if the writers for Smash don't bite.

I'm trying to decide if I should go to the prom. I went to my senior prom in high school and it sucked. Mostly because I got asked by this guy who was hot but turned out to be a really lame date. So maybe I'll go to this one and see what happens.

Although nobody's asked me. Meh. I can go solo. Bridget if you don't have a date and want to go, we can go together.

( Filter: Private )

TEXT TO BRIDGET JONES:

>> So. Sparkly vampires.
>> Which is just wrong on so many levels.
>> Ever had the urge to be like Buffy the Vampire Slayer?
>> I bet you and me could take their sparkly asses.

Who: Ivy Lynn and Derek Wills
When:Tuesday April 23
Where:Derek’s apartment
What:Discovering Smash, getting a little drunk and trying to figure things out
Rating:Moderate for language

( To figuring it all out and starting over )

FILTERED TO IVY LYNN:

Come over.

I don't have your phone number here.