The Doorway: a panfandom game

If anyone needs me - don't bother. I shall be locked in my room reviewing old cases from now until eternity.

Okay, so how did I end up here? That was so trippy. And it hurt. And this is... it's New York. So not California. I don't even know if I have the right clothes to bundle up, I'm from Beverly Hills.

some russian asshole stole my name.

i need a lawyer to help me sue

no, not you, saul

( Delivery for Ellie )

this is fuckin booooooooooooooooooooooring i'm out of here

So you guys don't have the troubles here, just guys in jester costumes who open fire on theaters. Guess it's a good thing I'm working toward getting my badge back, and here I thought I'd be bored with regular cases. Why can't there be any supernatural trou

Aaaaaaand I could use an extra strong coffee this morning to wake my ass up. Anyone want a free cup of coffee to keep a girl from looking pathetic sitting there alone?

What the fuck is this halloween costume shit and what's it got to do with candy?

I was going to wait a while to get involved in any local law enforcement, see if I wasn't going to get sent back, but man, I've just never been very good at being on vacation. Talked to the SHIELD folks a few days back, and now I'm working on paperwork for the NYPD. I imagine it'll be more like the FBI than small town Haven PD.

Anyone wanna head to the bar to celebrate? Or, you know, meet a new person?

To: Tony Stark (mcu)
From: jpinkman@pottstower.com
Subject: job
Attachment: resume.pdf

( you have 1 new message )

Its crazy but maybe right now a little crazy is what I need.

But I just signed up for ballroom dancing classes, besides school it'll push me out of the apartment at the same time. Its just one step of many to reclaiming the Alexis I was before the 2 weeks I want to forget.

Plus my birthday is in a matter of days.

Okay... Not exactly the place I was expecting to land in. Granted, not sure where I was expecting to end up at all. But this? Definitely not it. Then again, I don't think I'm against being here. I remember who I am and what happened in Haven at least

Don't suppose there's a Nathan Wuornos or a Duke Crocker around?

TEXT TO SHERLOCK (ELEMENTARY):

» i just woke up
» really fuckin tired
» all that stuff i saw on tv happened to me overnight apparently
» dreams about being in that hole in the ground

TEXT TO ELLIE:

» i want to go for a walk
» do you want to come with me

So the whole alternate realities thing I get, I mean we did literally just close a dimensional portal into a world of alien monsters bent on world domination. I'm also cool with the fact that apparently comic books are real because I mean really, who wouldn't.

What I'm not okay with is WHY THE HELL IT HAD TO HURT SO DAMN MUCH!

Potential Spoilers for S9 of SPN in comments
Filtered (individually): Castiel, Charlie Bradbury, Jo, Meg

Check-in.

Filtered: Jesse Pinkman

This place sucks.

TEXT TO SHERLOCK (elementary):

» i am still jesse pinkman
» jsyk
» also, tony stark offered me a job??

TEXT TO STEVE ROGERS MCU:

»PRESS PLAY

TEXT TO PEPPER POTTS (MCU):

» We're having a party.
» Suprise? :D

JOINT TEXTS TO PETER PARKER, GWEN STACY (MCU):

» I need you both to promise me something.
» That you won't cross the streams.
» (Monday night Ghostbusters party)
» (My place.)
» (Because I'm a responsible adult)

JOINT TEXTS TO CLINT BARTON, JANE FOSTER, THOR (MCU):

» Looks like it's something strange in my neighbourhood. See you soon.

TEXT TO JESSE PINKMAN:

» Hey.
» You want to come to an Avengers party?

TEXT TO BRUCE BANNER:

» Feel like a quiet night in?
» I'm conducting an experiment.

Oh my god oh my god WHY are the costumes of us SO TERRIFYING? What are people thinking?!


Would you look at those monstrosities?! Even the supposedly sexy versions are terrifying. I totally ditched the matchy matchy dress shit after elementary school.



[Filtered to Jesse Pinkman]

Because we are unoriginal, we're dressing as ourselves for Halloween. Do you have plans?

the internet wants me to move to pawnee and hang out with ron swanson. they think he'll help me perfect my woodworking skills.

i just want a fucking el camino. which rich person do i talk to about that?

Guilt is a particularly interesting emotion. The great 21st century philosopher Angelina Jolie once said that she '[doesn't] believe in guilt, [she believes] in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. [she thinks] you should live completely free.' (This may have been why I married her.)

While I agree that we should all be free of unnecessary guilt -- both in ourselves, for the things we cannot control, and when it comes to shaming others -- but I also believe that guilt, when tied to responsibility and failure is important and is an important part of process of self forgiveness.

I know there is plenty I should and do feel guilty about, I'm sure we could all say the same -- What I've done about that feeling, however, has almost never been positive. My methods of coping were always destructive to myself and my relationships with others -- I think that I am doing better with that here, and I do hope that anyone else who is here and is struggling with some stubborn thoughts, feelings and reflections, does their best to turn it into something positive for themselves and others.

I've seen it done, and while I know it's difficult I can also say that there are fewer actions that I admire more sincerely.

[Joan Watson]

Does it bother you, at times, that you can't visit him while you're here? Do you feel as though you are shirking some responsibility, I only ask because I am curious and it seemed the correct segue into an inquiry about whether or not you were all right?

[Jesse Pinkman]

I did not know you maintained such a fondness for woodworking. It's something I'd certainly like to learn more about.

I am so not fucking looking forward to fall. Bring back the sunshine, please. I did NOT get enough beach time this year.

[Warded to Blossom and Bubbles]
What do you think about being snowbirds?


[Warded to Jesse]
I'm sorry. I'm an asshole.