We had our share of hard winters back home - and let's be serious, compared to the fucking miracle of central heating and high-pressure running hot water, every winter was a solid-frozen hell - but snow there was a patch, a cover, a nice, neat drop cloth over the misery that's always been February. A man could look out his window, if he was lucky enough to have one, and delude himself for a few minutes that he lived in a place that wasn't swimming in filth (even if it was a familiar, endearing sort of filth). For men who enjoy deluding themselves - like me - it was a nice rite of winter, a little reprieve, a day or two when people kept themselves and all their mess inside for once and left the streets to nature, which everyone seems to think can do a better job than centuries of human -
Anyhow, it often took a full half a week for the white to get churned up and brown and impossibly mixed with ash. Here it hasn't lasted twelve hours. I stepped out this morning (damned early, too, because even up on the twenty-fifth floor the sound of old, pitted metal scraping on asphalt is pretty hard to miss) and it was every last bit of it piled, grey, efficiently set aside in favor of the newspapers and tire tracks we laid down two days ago. The only decent slice of oblivion a storm can give you around here is the blackout while the stuff's coming out of the sky, the obstruction of the lights and the skylike by the sheer physical solidity of the precipitation. And then, it can't hide even the Brooklyn Bridge as cleanly as it blacks out the stars.
I was looking forward to pretending this city had never happened, but it got up earlier than I did. Go figure.