The Doorway: a panfandom game

So in about a week I'll have been here two years. And last year it was weird, but I swear to God. This year's I think it's become the more normal kind of weird. Anyone else get that or should this still be weird?

[Filtered to Alana Bloom]

Hi, we've not really met and I'd like to change that. I'm Renee Montoya.

[Filtered to Ashley Williams]

So, we all know my cooking skill, I'd be just as well going someplace like the Tower thing. But were you wanting to do anything for Thanksgiving?

I was not expecting to feel this way, but I am looking forward to celebrating Thanksgiving here. My life seems so normal here and there won't be any demons or warlocks interrupting it (I'm hoping I didn't jinx anything by saying that!).

Filter: Tony Stark and Bruce Banner (MCU)

I'm not sure how helpful I'm going to be in the lab for the next three-ish weeks. I've got a badly sprained wrist. It's the left wrist and I'm right-handed so I'm not completely debilitated.

But I also just want to put in this notice now: I'm taking a winter session course abroad, so I'll be gone from December 27 19 till the end of January.

Filter: Friends

There's this four-week molecular microbiology program in Oxford. I applied for it last month, figuring I'd give it a chance, and it was really competitive, and it turns out that I've been accepted. So I'm leaving for England after my finals next month.

Just thought I'd let you know.

[Friends]


What is everyone planning to do for Thanksgiving?

The Refugee Support meetings will be cancelled for the next two weeks, returning on December 8th. I hope you all enjoy your holiday.

FILTERED TO SELF:

I don't know if I have the stomach for this anymore. My body may not be broken here, but I have the memories of it. I can still recall the pain, and then the lack of pain. I don't think I will be able to walk ag Even so, the sting of betrayal, of being used is worse.

How long did I know Hannibal? How long did I consider him one of my closest friends? A mentor? A lover I just don't know if I can do any of it anymore.

[Text message to Dorcas Meadowes]

-- I have got to get my head out of anatomy.
-- Please tell me you are free for coffee and maybe shopping or Thanksgiving planning or SOMETHING
-- hopefully?

FILTERED TO CLINT BARTON 616:

You're the king of exes. What would you do if your ex who ditched you mid-fight shows up? I'm only asking because I want to do the OPPOSITE of what you would do.

FILTERED TO CASSIE LANG:

Let's go out to dinner tonight. My treat, and then... IDK, we'll find some baddies to beat up.

TEXT TO LUCY STILLMAN:

» If I were to come in for examination, what would you need of me?

[Filter: Fiona Glenanne*]
(*who is not actually here so effectively it's a private filter)

I miss you. I wish I didn’t. It’d be so much easier if I could forget about you and move on with my new life here. I guess maybe you’d be happy to hear that I can’t. That was always what you wanted, wasn’t it? Proof that you were the most important person in my world? Proof that you mattered more than anything else?

But you didn't. My job almost always came first. You were right about that. Because it wasn’t just what I did, Fi. It was who I was. How could I leave my entire identity behind?

Apparently I did, in the end. I haven’t lived through it yet, but I can see how it happened; I was already on my way there. I know you thought I'd lied when I told you I'd get out — but I meant it. Even if I wasn't quite ready. For your sake, I meant it.

Now I’m about as out as I can get, I’m still not sure I’m ready, and you’re not even here for it. It’s terrifying. ( But you want to know what the worst part is? )

[Filter: Audrey Nathan]

I wrote a letter to Fi today. Not that she'll get it, but -- it helped, I think. Although if she ever shows up, she'll probably k