so i've been doing some self-research, and it seems like my blend-in instinct is in overdrive
the oh-shit-we're-getting-attacked reflex is getting triggered too easily, and then i immediately turn into something new to try to preserve a sense of safety
best trick for avoiding it so far is floating in water in typhon form. water feels safe like space if i'm typhon, so i can stay one thing
not sure yet if the problem is neurological following impact trauma or psychological following unexpected failure to protect self
usually i'm the specialist on that, but i can only get so far trying to analyze myself, and i told hannah i'd get help if it went on more than a couple days
so...
we got any other brain guys around here? exobiologists? magineurologists? people with experience studying neural networks with atypical structures? note: must be chill with tentacles
i need some help figuring out if this is damage that needs repair or if i just need to keep floating a while til the stress eases up
and happy new year, my lunar calendar bros. mei, i still expect you to feed me dumplings