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Glad the whole truth thing's over. I'd be worried I spilled a little too much but this place has more than made up for it. I found Silver! Everything's instantly better. Who needs to talk about your problems when you can just go careening downhill at top speed?

Stan! Do you want to go for a ride with me? I promise not do anything too risky.

I have to admit that I'm ready for it to be a little warmer outside, but the ridiculous number of dog pictures I took on my phone today make up for all of it.

[Hargreeves]

So I kind of have news? Which might take some explanation. I already hate it. Diego, just shut up So I've...got a friend. Dan. Um. Someone he knows is a healer. So I was...I don't know. I might be able to do this whole healing thing? Well, not me, but I guess I'm going to see how it goes. See if his friend can heal me and maybe it'll be easier to communicate again.

I don't know when. He just brought it up today. But I'm sure you'll know.

This place is lovely and everyone is very kind, but I feel like I don’t really belong here.

I have always had a purpose. I’ve always had a role to fill. And I don’t have that here. I must admit that I miss the certainty of knowing what I was meant to do. Even in death I had something meaningful to do. And none of that is here.

I just want to help people but I’m not sure how to go about that here or if anyone even needs my help.

I cannot hear the gods and I do not have a fate set before me and that is unsettling. I have never had a life that was my own and while some might find it comforting to be free of destiny, I must admit that I do not.

Perhaps it is ungrateful to wish for more when this place is so nice and I’m alive and there are people here I care about, I just have no idea what I’m meant to do here.