( Read more... )I don't know if he's real, and I don't want to make him my focus anymore, but could the officials out here help me maybe? I can give you DNA samples and stuff and Ollie has pictures from when I was the age Real Roy would be be... It's something to think about anyway. Think about, but not make my sole focus, and not make my life about it.
I have way too many other things to do or think about, and I'm allowed to have them. I'm allowed to have a life, and for it to be a good one, maybe even a great one. Okay, so Ollie is totally paying the landlady off to keep an eye on me and make sure I don't leave my apartment without somebody else in tow, because "we can't trust you not to do something dangerous or stupid", even to the point of calling him to clear it yesterday when I was heading out to the store, but you know. I can live with that. I can live with a whole lot of stuff.
My life? I've got a godfather who actually DOES give a shit, amazing friends who've stuck around with me even when I really, really didn't deserve it, and the most amazing boyfriend EVER. Gonna be the best holiday season I've had in a really long time.