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Fuck these dreams. I already hate them.

So, since School is actually out. I... Have nothing to do. And I think I should try and be... Well more outgoing and meet some people even if I get nervous. Are there any people patient enough to deal with someone with social anxiety enough to maybe go to a zoo or park?

TW for Eating disorder in comments

I do think we should have more of these beach parties this year. That was fun, and interesting. And I got to meet more of you than I had before.

Having a break before I start filming my next movie is nice. Spending more time with my dear, and with my friends, feels good. Most of the last few months felt like they shot past like lightning.

( Cut for TW for topics of Eating Disorders. )

The man at the Starbucks was so... cruel. I feel ill now. First he... tries to imply flirtation. Then when I deny his... advances. I know for certain he used skim milk instead of soy. I can't digest milk. And now my studies will be... delayed.

I can't get out of bed.

I'm back... I guess. I wont ask if anyone missed me because I didn't have many... friends...

Oh well, I should get back to reading. I start school next week from break.

( I'm a pirate. )

I have a confession to make I'm a Big Brother junkie. I DVR the show and the After Dark. Though I'm not so addicted that I've purchased the live feeds.

Anyway, Ashley (one of the house guests) said something that made me think of a net post I saw the other day about the dreams. She wants to turn Cara (another house guest) into a My Little Pony and carry her around in her pocket.

Uh... Is there anyone here who is able to hold an intelligent conversation?

That is a female?

I could really use some discussion over tea.

... I never get lonely.

And yet I am. Or I may just be homesick.

The modelling audition went well enough.

My mother told me I should make some friends, anyone interested in getting to know me?

I do so wish this works out.

They say it works because my eyes are empty, they can't see themselves within them.

I take it as a compliment.