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Things my dreamself learned: Avoiding loss/hurt doesn’t work out. I could have told you that Dream!Caroline. Would have saved me a lot of trouble in this world too.

Things I have recently learned: It’s not a good idea to go 24 hours without feeding eating. Probably should have known that one already. Whoops?

Speaking of food. A little over a week till Thanksgiving! I only get a few days off of school but I’m so ready for the break.

It's way less fun than you think getting into a fight with your parents about how gross Tofurkey is. Now I have to go up to her place, drive with her to the free range turkey place, and then help a dude kill my turkey. Something something I wouldn't eat meat if I saw how it was killed. Mom underestimates how much I fuckin' hate tofu.

I think I need to do the adult thing and move out.

Practice was intense tonight. A girl sprained her ankle. They're waiting for news from her doctor to see if she'll need to be replaced. I really hope I never suffer an injury at a critical time.

Well that explains a lot. Alec had a dream a long time ago, out of context and I've been wondering what led to the events of it and now I know. I don't blame him for what he did there, because it's not as if I was very forthcoming with much of anything. While there are some aspects of my dream self that I enjoy there are some that I don't; not talking about his past to those who matter most is one of them.