Well that explains a lot. Alec had a dream a long time ago, out of context and I've been wondering what led to the events of it and now I know. I don't blame him for what he did there, because it's not as if I was very forthcoming with much of anything. While there are some aspects of my dream self that I enjoy there are some that I don't; not talking about his past to those who matter most is one of them.