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That little moment when you realize you've got a weak spot someone figured out within ten minutes of meeting you? Can we just say it sucks? A lot. Because it really, really sucks. Never mind that he's absolutely right, it still sucks anyway, and it makes me feel stupid and petty and immature.

All of which I'll confess to being on occasion, sure, but mostly right now I feel really dumb and kind of frustrated with myself. I guess getting in some practice with an actual range marshal was good yesterday, but let's just say I got my ass handed to me, and in ways that have nothing to do with my technique or form, but everything else about me, and it's going to be a problem.

I don't like looking at my life and realizing how fucked up it is.

Is there anything one should buy to go camping with if one has never actually gone camping?

I'm sort of new to it, in case you can't tell. We have a cabin, but I was planning on at least a hike or something...

I am never going back to school again!

After what happened to me today, I can't. I just can't. It was too horrible and too embarrassing and everybody's going to look at me and know and talk about me and they're probably all sending each other the pictures even now.

I hate that school and I am NEVER going back.

In fact, I'm not leaving my room ever again. I have food and water in my backpack and a bathroom so I don't have to go ANYWHERE ever again.

I'll just stay in here until I die, thanks guys.

I hate school! :(

If I hadn't been there, and hadn't seen the security cam footage while we worked out what the Hell happened, I wouldn't believe today's catastrophe. I didn't think they actually still had food fights these days.

...Priceless. Horrible, but really, really priceless...