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I keep hearing my sisters screaming outside my window.

Every time I look out it's just trees and birds and shit, but I swear to god I hear Hannah and Beth screaming for help. Over and over and over.

I facetimed them, they're fine. Healthy and whole and not being tortured.

Whatever's outside my window needs to fuck right off. I haven't heard them in a minute but. Fuck.

I thought I would only hear my mother's voice again in my dreams. I'm not sure how I feel about hearing it from birds.

I'm not hearing them anymore. I'm not sure how I feel about that either.

Are all the birds gone?

Of course I'd have another dream in the middle of whatever is behind this weird weather. Apparently dream me went to Stanford University. Or got in at least. I dreamt about getting the letter and then Whit woke me up because he wanted to go out - only good thing I can say about having to take him out before sunrise is that at least it wasn't raining blood at the time.

Things I didn't miss when I was in New York: the crazy weather, my roommates bickering and having to be a contortionist to change the channel on the television.

Any chance somebody on here would be willing to drive out to the airport to pick me up? My roommates aren't picking up the phone and I really don't want to have to call a cab.

[Anatoly]

You got some time on your schedule for me this week? Not dream stuff but I think it could still be good for me to talk to somebody.

Okay, so I've seen some posts floating around here about people having dreams of another life. I just wrote it off as some sort of group hallucination or something of the sort, but now I've actually experienced it. And all I can say is it's incredible how real they seem, how true, how much like a memory they feel like. I both love and hate it. Waking up after one of them is horrible, bbecuase coming back to reality after a dream like that sucks. it really does. I was actually brushing away tears when i woke up from the dream.

( Cut for implications of dream!sex. )

So yeah, i suppose the dreams are actually a thing here.. *sigh*

So discount Valentine's Day Chocolate for next year's Halloween's treaters is a go.

This weather is creepy.

Kol

Are you okay, babe?

i am done with whatever this is. also yay weird dreams. only not yay. i am totally drinking. that's the proper way to deal with this, right?

PRIVATE TO AMYCUS

seriously, though. it was like our real childhood only stupider and more boring and filled with a bunch of stuffy people talking about how muggles were diseased. wtf is a muggle? WTF IS A MUGGLE?

also everyone was like, 'wow. super great job on the magical children. so pure.' at our parents? like okay. it wasn't those words exactly, but that was the general idea. suuuuper pure. like i get it. i'm an angel. only they were talking about our blood and not my obvious angelic nature.

also i kept hearing you screaming the other day and i don't don't you ever

So I just watched and entire planet get destroyed. In my dreams, obviously. Talk about a rough day at work.

Dreamed again. Nikki, AKA the girl who left me for dead, is apparently a permanent fixture in my life. She and I are fixing meals together now for the rest of the survivors. It upset Vasiliy, AKA Mr. Right, enough to send him off to a bar. Dream Me can't seem to take a step back from the situation to see how her actions are making him feel. She seems puzzled as to why he didn't want to eat dinner with Nikki. Wow, Dutch, I don't know. Maybe it's because you fixed the meal with your ex-girlfriend! Girlfriend...? I don't know. The girl I've been doting on. Whether or not I'm with her is unclear.

This is why I imagine polyamory is difficult to make happen.