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After my dream last night, I had an idea. In my dreams we've all lost a lot of people and so even though the memorial that was supposed to take place after the most recent funeral didn't happen the way it was supposed to, a few of us still took part. We lit those paper Japanese lanterns in memory of someone we'd lost and let them go. I lit mine for my parents, Jenna, Ric, Vicki and Anna.

So, I was thinking, if anyone is interested, we could do something like that. We could plan a date and meet somewhere like the beach one night. I'm gonna start looking for places that sell those lanterns.

And now I remember why I hate Legos.

Seriously, my dream life is like a soap opera. I really don't know what dream!me is thinking. I mean, part of me gets it. Brian won't admit he loves me or do anything to celebrate my birthday then has to cancel plans to go away just so he can try and impress his new boss then along comes Ethan who seems to be the complete opposite from Brian and I start to fall for him. Ethan will do the things that Brian won't. Not can't; won't. Even Brian admits it. It's so fucking frustrating cause if I actually knew a person like Brian in real life, I'd tell him how much of an asshole he is and be done with it. Doesn't matter that he's hot and great in bed. Yes, he saved my life in the dreams and yes, it's obvious to everyone that he does love me, but how long can I really follow after him hoping he'll say it?

My dream self needs a clue. Although, in the one I just woke up from, it seems that he might have finally gotten it. Brian threw a party at Babylon for mine and Michael's comic book release, but I left with Ethan. Everyone was there and saw it. I have no idea what's going to happen next.

The comic book release though just reaffirms the fact that I would really like to do something like that in real life. I think it'd be pretty fun, but I don't have the first clue what to write a comic about. Billy had offered to help, so maybe we should start talking about that again.

I'm back in town after having spent the holidays away. I ended up being busier than I expected so didn't really spend any time on here or the computer but I hope you all had a pleasant one.

Well, Carmina Burana is officially happening as I have the score in hand. No backing out now After five years out of doing any sort of performing like this, it will definitely be something.

I had the strangest dream last night. I was probably a few inches tall and I had wings. Except I had to walk to work because I was out of Pixie dust. Apparently I'm a dust keeper fairy who is always out of dust.

Oh and Tink. You were there. You had wings too.

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