Justin Taylor (jstn_sunshine) wrote in valarnet, @ 2015-01-03 16:51:00 |
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Entry tags: | justin taylor, sirius black |
Seriously, my dream life is like a soap opera. I really don't know what dream!me is thinking. I mean, part of me gets it. Brian won't admit he loves me or do anything to celebrate my birthday then has to cancel plans to go away just so he can try and impress his new boss then along comes Ethan who seems to be the complete opposite from Brian and I start to fall for him. Ethan will do the things that Brian won't. Not can't; won't. Even Brian admits it. It's so fucking frustrating cause if I actually knew a person like Brian in real life, I'd tell him how much of an asshole he is and be done with it. Doesn't matter that he's hot and great in bed. Yes, he saved my life in the dreams and yes, it's obvious to everyone that he does love me, but how long can I really follow after him hoping he'll say it?
My dream self needs a clue. Although, in the one I just woke up from, it seems that he might have finally gotten it. Brian threw a party at Babylon for mine and Michael's comic book release, but I left with Ethan. Everyone was there and saw it. I have no idea what's going to happen next.
The comic book release though just reaffirms the fact that I would really like to do something like that in real life. I think it'd be pretty fun, but I don't have the first clue what to write a comic about. Billy had offered to help, so maybe we should start talking about that again.