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Now how to get through work with the monster hang over.

I think it's probably time to get out of my house again.

I need to have some fun tonight. Major distraction. I'd try to do schoolwork but I can't focus on it anyways, so what's the point?

Oh my gosh. My first real swim meet is next weekend, and one of the girls who usually does the relay is getting her wisdom teeth removed. So I get to be on the relay! I'm so excited!

Except I've got a recital the same day. And I don't want to have to choose between the two, and daddy will flip if I don't go to the recital. But swim meet! I think maybe I should be able to do one and then race to the other. >___>

I'm gonna try to.

Well, my dreams got extremely exciting all of a sudden. I got run off the road into the river last night because of an expose story I'm writing.

And the report which proves a project is extremely dangerous turned up on my bedside table this morning!

[Private to Rufus Sixsmith]

The report I got was written by you, if you wanted to see it I'd be more than happy to pop by and show it to you.

Holy fuck, Amy just kicked me so hard I'm awake now. I was napping on the couch and then WHACK. I'm not sure whether to be a little freaked out, excited as hell, or both.

Fantastic!

I have a new job with an amazing company! I'll be the desk secretary at Bad Wolf Interactive! Anyone up for a celebratory drink?

On the dream side of everything, I've had a couple more dreams. More aliens, more saving the world. Is it strange that it's becoming normal? There've been a few casualties, one that I was upset about in the dream, but nothing like that second one. It's more that feel of adventure and the impossible happening.

If a man looks you in the eye and tells you (and I quote) "I could save the world but lose you", that means something right? Or he's just being sentimental because we just started traveling together? At least I think we just started traveling together...I heard it's a possibility that the dreams don't go in order, they can jump around? But it feels pretty orderly. At least so far.

My timeline, my precious timeline, it's all broken.

It has occurred to me that with school and work, I've neglected to check in here in quite some time. Because, I'm sure a lot of you weren't here when I last posted, I'll introduce myself again. I'm James Carstairs, but everyone calls me Jem. I'm currently attending UCI, studying Music and I work in an antiques store in Irvine. I also have a cat, called Church. I suppose that's all.

So there was an earthquake in Gotham. My boyfriend Dean, who I also dated here weirdly enough, was all like 'peace out' when I said I was going to stick around and help people because he was worried about scratching his dad's car or some other nonsense. Which totally didn't surprise me since he was a massive jack off here too. Anyway, Spoiler springs into action and ends up running into Huntress. Oh my god, the Huntress. She's amazing, should never be allowed near weapons because oh my god does she love to kill people, but amazing.

She wanted to kill my dad though, not so amazing. I know I never really wanted my dad dead, I mean, he may be the biggest jerk in Gotham (Batman has nothing on my dad because Batman obviously has feelings) but he's still my dad. I ended up having to save him from her, but... I don't know if I feel good about it or not. Is there something wrong with me?

[Blocked from Carol Danvers]

I don't know what to do. I was supposed to get married, and now she has fucking amnesia. I'm trying to be supportive and be there for her. But she doesn't even know who I am. I have no idea if she's ever going to remember me.

I'm still living with her, but I wonder if I shouldn't get my own place. It hurts too much to be near her and she just looks at me like.. like fucking nothing.

Fuck I don't know what to do.

I finally figured out why I'm hallucinating. Turns out on my birthday, I drug everyone and then use a friend of mine to bring the man who's haunting me back from the dead.

I have no idea how that was supposed to work. Something about some odd kind of full moon and wolfsbane and some other stuff.

This whole thing is getting ridiculous.