Frustration, thy name is Harper.
How is it that a five month break could make me this hopeless? I'm hitting one bullseye out of twenty right now. ONE.
I'm glad I got it fixed and I have no complaints about the procedure I had done, but sometimes it's like the skill is
never coming back.
Life's great, life's worth living and all of that, I'm not saying it's not. And I'm kind of lucky to be here, I guess considering the stunt I pulled and everything but...I still want to be good again. I want the work to pay off NOW instead of having to force myself to this beginner level practice shit. I was this close to making Royal Bowmaster last spring and now I'm not even at the little kid pathetic levels.
My life is great, but GOD. this sucks. This really really FUCKING sucks.
I'm pissed at life for making this retraining necessary. I'm pissed at ME for letting myself have the limits. I've got no idea right now, you know?
So valarnet? Working out your frustrations ideas when you can't just shoot something?