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It is now officially my birthday, never mind which one specifically. Soon, I fear, I will be too old to model. At least I am no longer in the hospital, even if I am confined to bed rest.

I'm having a wonderful summer so far.

Frodo! We should have a party!

That... was an adventure. Even by Thénardier standards.

For those who are interested, ( Under the cut as a precaution. TW for references to premature birth )

The silence is lease appealing after a sustained duration.

Seeking a flatmate. Immediately.

I have the absolute worse hangover, my mouth tastes like someone's balls, and I think I lost my favorite knickers.

I call last night a success.

Everyone in my dreams keeps forgetting I'm blind and it's freaking HILARIOUS.
Also, Aang sucks at Earthbending.

That's my update on dream status.

What else is new?
Someone tell me a good joke.

Is it really so onerous to at least attempt to respect the sanctity lunch ownership in a communal fridge?

I mean, really?

So Purgatory. It's a thing.

Me taking the next few days off of work? Yeah, that's a thing related to Purgatory being a thing.

I feel like I just got back from the sandbox all over again. Swear to god if I have to quit my job over this crap in my head...

I don't think I was ever prepared to have this much blood on my hands and now I can't get it off. I get that I did what I had to do, but I don't want to know what I did to end up there in the first place.

The really screwed up part is that I know hell is coming. At some point whatever this thing I am when I sleep is, the one who ends up with hand prints branded on his arm and fights his way for a year in that place...he goes to hell.

I need some really good reasons not to hop in my car and just drive as far away from everyone I care about as possible, because right now staying near anyone seems like the worst idea ever.

Thank you to everybody who offered us their congratulations at the Gala this past Saturday.

For those who couldn't attend not only did Audrey pull off a wonderful day but she also accepted my proposal and we are now engaged :D

I started my first full day in uniform today. Putting on the uniform is a little surreal, but I'm enjoying it. Nothing overly exciting has happened, except for some aggressive yelling. I have a ways to go before I work my way up. But I'm looking for ward to it.

It's been a long day, but I already feel better than I did as a waitress.

I.. flickered today.

Dreaming that I didn't move on as a ghost and go to.. heaven or wherever it was had my head spinning. I mean a lot of my dream the other night was really horrific.

But then today, I went to the store and no one could see me. I got food from the grocery store and when I got in line the person couldn't see me. I mean I guess it was a giant hoax, but he looked really freaked out when a cart wheeled itself up to his line and had no one to go with it.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to be a ghost. I don't want to be dead.

So, I'm actually kind of excited. I have some clients on this board, so figured I should make the announcement. I got a loan to start building a dungeon space of my own. No more stupid-ass hotel rooms. Clients will meet me on my own terms, and no more stupid noise complaints, either.

I'm happy. It's good for my career.

Summer school sucks. The American education system sucks. California sucks.

I think this is what they call teenaged angst.

I think it's high time for an adventure.

Anyone care to join me?

My squatters rights have been revoked. Or, to put it plainly, my buddy's girlfriend is a bitch is kicking me out of the apartment. So as of right now I'm staying at a Holiday Inn Express in Cosa Mesa. And as of right now, I am looking for anyone else who is looking for a flatroommate. Who wants to help a guy?

Come one, come all to Baxter Bakery! We've got lattes so good, they sparkle! That's right, folks. /CircusRingmaster.

That's right, though. We've got this amazing, Sparkling Milk, and it makes the most wonderful mochas, lattes and cappuccinos! Come get your caffeine fix, and have a smile on your face while you do!

(I'd highly recommend drinking it "for here" in a clear mug, or taking an iced, see-through "to go" cup for full effect!)

On a more personal note, I'm totally engaged. It's amazing.