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I haven't had any new dreams, but the earlier one where I ran away has been reoccurring lately. I lived, more or less, on the streets for ten years. Any other child never would have survived, but considering the training my father put me through, I was more than able to defend myself. Considering how awful my dreams have been, I can only imagine what the rest are going to be like.

I have a doctor's appointment this weekend for an x-ray of my shoulder. Hoping the doctor will give me some good news.

I must speak with a Natasha that knows a man named Thor. My phone has broken.

( voicemail sent to all 'Mass Effect' people )

( Locked from Tenoh Haruka(If Haruka tries to access it leads to a rick roll video) )

WILL YOU ALL STOP WITH THE SINGING ALREADY? Christ. First it was amusing, then it was a little bit cute now it's just annoying.

Is it possible to check half the world into the mental ward?

♫Je t'aime
Je t'aime toujours
I am forever yours

Sweet dreams
Sweet dreams mon cher
You're always in my prayer

Softly
Sweetly
Wrapped up in heaven's arms

Sailing
Soaring
Over the moon
Gathering star dust

Be still
Be safe
Be sure

Je t'aime
Je t'aime toujours

Wishing
Praying
All of your dreams come true

Please remember
Wherever you are
My heart is with you

Sweet dreams
Sweet dreams mon cher
Always in my prayer

I am forever yours
Je t'aime
Je t'aime toujours♫

Ooooooh, I've been singing that all day! It's a sweet song, but I feel so silly wandering around and singing so much.

I apologize for the unofficial delivery of this request, but before this singing thing wears off at least, I assume and hope it will, my theatre is still accepting auditions of the musical variety. Even if you're not serious about it, I'd like to see what the OC has to offer. Think of it as karaoke or a small-time American Idol. And on a proper stage! The lights are up and working now, thanks to my competent contractors.

♫All the world's indeed a stage
And we are merely players
Performers and portrayers♪

...I won't be performing myself, I can all but assure you.

This is going to sound weird, but are there any ladies - or guys, I guess - on this network who are familiar with pole-dancing? I learned to do it in college but I've kind of been wanting to pick it back up. Great workout, aside from the other benefits.

I'm feeling very wonderfully, and very strangely, at ease as of late. I honestly don't remember a time I felt this good, isn't that funny? I suppose I've really no room to complain these days. This semester is nearly finished, I'll likely be able to graduate early (thank God). My fingers hurt from playing piano so much. I'm going wine country next week (I can't wait to flaunt my pretentiousness everywhere).

Even the singing doesn't bother me anymore.

I could get used to feeling like this.

Whoever came up with that "the customer is always right" bullshit is a moron. I mean, what the actual fuck?

Some also was yelling at me because his credit card was declined. Like that's, MY fault? He was cursing and throwing a fit like a spoiled toddler, but somehow not only did he walk out with a $20 fucking gift card, but I got "coached" about my "attitude."

"Perception is reality, Katniss! He wouldn't have thought you were being rude to him if you didn't say something to give him that impression."

This is bullshit. Trust me, lady, you haven't seen me be rude.

Ugh. This day is fired.

Oh my god. Oh my god I just fucked up.

...How exactly does one go about getting one of those things? The word that starts with "J" and ends in "B"? I might be needing one.

Okay, singing and dancing normally is awesome enough on its own. Singing and dancing while intoxicated is a whole other and equally amazing ballgame. Oh my goodness, it's like magic and awesome had a baby.

I have another appointment with my PR gal on Friday morning. Hopefully I won't sing this time. Though the look on her face was priceless, I was a little embarrassed.

I may have some modelling or acting in my future. So long as I don't have to sing. She wants to get my face out there a bit more into the public eye. You all aren't sick of me yet, are you? ;)

Every have one of those mornings, where you wake up and all you want is breakfast? Not just going through the routines, but you must have it? Went down to the diner about 9 this morning, had myself some pancakes and bacon, that right there made the day that much better.