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I keep having the same dreams over and over.

I don't know if there's something I've missed that I'm supposed to figure out before I go forward, or what? But like Lydia and Derek are both further along than me and it makes no sense.

Nothing about these dreams makes sense, though, does it? I've tried to find patterns, I've even made like a crime scene board with yarn connecting points and facts and info, but nothing makes sense even with the visual.

It's like the dreaming is completely random and yet...I feel like there's a reason. Or a pattern, at least. I just can't find it.

It's weird, I've been here now for a little over six months and part of me still isn't quite used to wearing my own clothes to class. What I mean is, all schools in Thailand, even university, have uniforms. So for the entire time I've been in school I've always worn a uniform and this is the first time I haven't. It's freeing, being able to wear whatever I want, but at the same time I'm still not fully used to it.

I think part of the reason I'm not totally used to it is because, in the dreams, I wear one to class. It's a much more casual one than some other schools, but it's still a uniform. So then I wake up and forget for a minute that I don't have to wear it.

My brother is especially happy about not having to wear a uniform, because the uniform for boys in high schools has shorts. So he especially likes being able to wear whatever he wants.

And I really don't know why I decided to make a post about uniforms except that I've finished all my work and I was bored.