Network

Dreams, dreams, and more dreams. Isn't that how this place goes? I do wonder what is going to happen next. I'm vaguely curious. I want to know, how deep in this battle do I get? Do I get to fly a helicopter again? These are the things I inquire about.

I promise I'm still here. Even if I don't feel comfortable in the city anymore. For a period of time I got to help people, do plenty of dangerous things, and get myself into trouble. Now I'm not connected to the people I know very well, and I'm sure it's my own fault, and I just want to move to the middle of nowhere. Sometimes I wish I knew how to reconnect. I miss being involved in things.

Also had another dream which may be making me feel like I really am out of place.