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As much as I am entirely ready for this child to be born already, I cannot help but be apprehensive. I am uncertain whether I am ready to be a mother. Though is anyone ever truly ready to be a parent, even if a child was planned for?

I’ve been starting to think that I may need a career change. I Iove working at Disneyland, but I’m beginning to think that I won’t be able to do it forever. I mean, literally, I won’t be able to do it forever cause people will start to notice I’m not aging. I’ve probably already stayed longer than I should have, but I’ve been having fun. I’m just not sure what I want to do. It makes me wonder exactly what dream Lexi did in all her years to aquire money. I mean, aside from being a nurse in the war. Then again, compulsion comes in very handy at times and I’ll fully admit that most of my shoes were aquired using compulsion. I so couldn’t afford some of them on Disney money alone after all. So, I guess it’s time to sit down and start figuring out what I want to do.

I bought Mare a kiddy pool. She likes sitting in their and splashing water. Nik, Finn, Freya, you'll have to come over for a visit and spend some time with your favorite niece.

I can scarcely believe that my daughter is twelve years old already. Her birthday was two weeks ago, but it still amazes me how quickly time has passed. And it only make me cherish her even more considering in my dreams, she did not live to see her ninth birthday.

So....who's seen the new Star Wars Solo movie? Thoughts?

[OOC: If anyone replies, just a heads up conversations could be potential spoilers in comments]

Has anyone else seen this video? I can't help but think it's incredibly sweet. I had considering doing something big when I proposed to my husband, but I couldn't wait and simply did it on Christmas morning, in bed. Either way, it was still incredibly memorable, because he said yes.

After seeing the new poster for How to Train Your Dragon 3, I'm even more excited for the trailer. Just from the poster it looks like it's gonna be good. I mean, how could it not? They've all been good so far.