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It's a good thing I never leave the house unarmed.

[Filtered away from the Mikaelsons & Marcel]

More dreams of the past. It is truly unusual to see myself in such curious outfits. And now I am in New Orleans. I am apparently well known for my suits even in the dreams. I believe it was, "Original vampire, always wears suits. Of course I know who you are". Some things are rather the same. Some things seem rather different

My brother seems to have gotten a girl pregnant, which is impossible for a vampire, but something to do with his being a hybrid seems to have made it possible. I showed the girl Hayley our entire history. Once that was over, I was informed that I was there to make Niklaus do what the witches wanted of him. Naturally Niklaus does not believe that he is having a child, nor does he care to be told what to do. He doesn't even care that he has a child. Or rather, he refuses to care that he has one. I think I am forcing him to care in the end. Pretending that a baby can fix everything. As if a child could be our saving grace. As if we should ask a child to save us.

I am easily manipulated by the idea of family. Not that this is at all surprising given my history. Why be any different?

I am exhausted just watching myself make bad decisions all the time. I fear it will be an ongoing pattern considering it has been going on for this long already. I truly wish sometimes that I could actually drink enough for it to do anything. Alas.

Naturally, other things do not change and I was daggered again. What a true delight. Again with the talk about how love does not bring you power and family and mercy make you weak.

I have my sword. Backbiter. This is It was made so that it could hurt both mortals and demigods...since that's apparently what I am out to do.

Also I've started to get things in order to get the Curse of Achilles. I can't Kronos is much more persuasive than I gave him credit for. Then again, he's been twisting my arm a lot of the time by using things that matter against me. I have to get permission from my mom before I can do this. My mom who isn't even sane enough to understand what's going on. This should be...great.