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I'm still trying to decide if what I did was crazy or not. I got a job as a lifeguard for the summer. I've never done anything like this, but considering I can breath underwater, it only seemed natural that I should actually use this ability. My mom couldn't be prouder of me that I've gotten over my fear of water, but I can't really tell her how it happened; not like in the dreams where she knows that my father is Poseidon.

Speaking of the dreams, after leaving the junkyard, we ended up at the Hoover Dam, I got separated from Thalia and Grover then the tour guide turned out to be Athena. I met a girl, named Rachel Elizabeth Dare who could see through the Mist and she helped saved me from the skeletons then we were again saved by metal Angels after Thalia asked Zeus for help. We ended up in San Francisco after that. I met and wrestled, Nereus, the Old Man of the Sea and got the Ophiotaurus. I had to sacrifice the Lion's pelt to my father for his help to save us then Grover took the Ophiotaurus back to Camp. We went to Annabeth's father for help and he lent us a car, which blew up halfway to our destination. We finally got to the Garden of the Hesperides where a lot of shit went down. I took the Titan's Curse from Artemis and let me tell you, the sky is extremely heavy. Luke got pushed off a cliff, Atlas was forced to take on the curse once again and then we went to Olympus.

God, my dreams are exhausting.

It's my first Father's Day with my beautiful baby girl. Life is pretty great.

How does one get glitter out of a dust buster?

Asking for a friend.

Another dream and another jump ahead in my age - I’m 17 in them now and just finishing up school at Hogwart’s. No clue what I’m going to do now. It seems a lot of my classmates are planning on careers at the Ministry. And to be quite honest the idea of that life for myself terrifies me in the Dreams. Not out of any idea that it would be difficult but just that it would be mind-numbingly boring in most of those departments and full of paperwork. And something tells me Father would kill me in them if I went for Auror

Finally got everything unpacked and put up in the new apartment, Pan and Zelda have a really cute little box fort to hide in and watch tv from/scare the shit out of me from late at night. I realized we didn’t have a fry pan big enough for both of us, so I decided to buy one for us. And yeah - how cute it is is a big part of why I chose that one. I’ve always loved pandas.

Well my dreams go from disturbing to just absurd and hilarious. I played Jean ValJean in high school. Really not the part I’d have cast myself in for a production of Les Mis, but I think my dream self did a good job. And no, I will not sing any of the songs before anyone decides to be a smart ass and ask. I’ve done enough singing in public to last me a lifetime.

I'm not going to die in my dreams. The guy I thought would kill me, won't. He is going to cut off a piece of me. It won't be a finger. He promised me that much. He says my fingers are lovely. I guess that means he won't cut off my hands or arms either. Maybe a foot or just a toe? I could live without that.

I'm scared of waking up without a part of me. Hell, I'm terrified of going back to sleep. And it's father's day. I hate father's day. I'm scared my dad will call me when I'm awake.

Too scared to sleep, too scared to be awake. Is there a third option?