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I dreamt that the book I was writing about Kate was released and that brought about a big decision. I could continue writing the Nikki Heat series or take a three book deal to write about a certain British secret agent. That sounded really exciting. I guess I decided to stick with writing more Nikki Heat books because dream me turned down the offer to write someone else's character. And I get to stick around at the precinct to write those new books. Other things that happened, the boys teased me with an outlandish lie about a case because I was late showing up to the crime scene. Then Alexis teased me about my space cowboy costume for Halloween. I really like the costume, I'll have to remember it for this next Halloween.

Gotta admit it's pretty nice right now in Florida.

Just trying to get used to a couple hours of roaring race cars going in circles. This is my first NASCAR race, the Daytona 500 and lemme just say fans here are intense. This thing is sold out and wow.

Well it seems I've been given some more dreams, and I have the sneaking suspicion I may not have more for a while. One never knows, however.

After the fight at the airport, I left and decided to quietly follow Stark around to see if he would heed Captain America's words about Barnes being innocent of the attack in Vienna. It led to some sort of hidden base in the middle of the ocean, and from there Stark left in his Iron Man suit for Siberia. He made some sort of truce with the Captain and Barnes, choosing to believe them and find out what Zimo's purpose was there.

It seems it was all an elaborate plan to turn the Avengers against one another in the hopes they might destroy each other, all for the sake of vengeance for the death of his family in Sokovia.

( Cut for any possible triggers for suicide talk )

With Zimo in custody, and the Avengers going their separate ways, it seems I took it upon myself to aid Captain America in hiding Bucky Barnes in of all places....Wakanda. We had to put him back into Cryosleep until we can sort out how to fix his programming that Hydra placed in him. We shall see how that turns out.

I completely forgot what it was like to Dream. It has been so long since I've had any Dreams that I wasn't expecting this to happen and was completely caught off guard.

I knew where my Dreams had left off and it was basically on a cliffhanger, but nothing prepared me to be dropped back into them and immediately into battle. I had to do battle with someone who has been back and forth across the lines of bad and good when it comes to my life. Unfortunately he became a casualty this time around and I woke up with the guilt of the situation looming over me. Not a great start to my Sunday.

Well, that was an unexpected turn my dreams took. Apparently I may actually end up happy. Or as happy as my dream self possibly can be. She has a girlfriend now. Though this is assuming that I don't mess it up. Me and happiness don't go together in the dreams very well.

Well, the dreams aren't any less weird. The people in Rosewood are fucked. I don't know why I'm still there. I really should have left by now. You'd think I would have. But no. Still there, being treated like shit.