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The greatest thing about Fridays is the fact that I don't have work or school today. How am I celebrating this miracle scheduling? Sitting alone in my apartment playing on the internet...

That went as well as could be expected

I've never actually introduced myself on here. I don't think I've ever actually posted before. I'm just a big creepy lurker I guess, but now that my big secret is out I guess it's okay for me to post here. Anyway My name is Lyanna Stark. I used to be dead, but I'm better now. It's complicated.

With all of these parties and charity gala invitations I'm going to run out of dresses to wear eventually. This means I get a free pass to go and buy a new one, right?

I've heard people talk about weird dreams they've had in here.

Anyone else uh.. have one that involved stabbing a guy and the guy exploding into ash?

Seriously. Because our lives couldn't be anymore of a bad Lifetime movie we've got to bring a dead-not-dead mother/aunt into the mix?

Whatever.

Hey, uh, Valarnet? Could somebody here point me in the direction of a good AA group and also a decent trauma therapist? I've got a lot of issues that I need to start handling, but a good friend helped me realize that it's not wrong to get help if I need it and people here might actually get this kind of thing. So... Here's me admitting stuff.


I have a drinking problem. Because the dreams are giving me a lot of problems in daily life and affecting me really badly, to the point they've given me very real traumatic reactions even if I don't know for sure that they've even happened to me. And if I want to keep my job, and my life under control...I'm gonna need to control both.


I guess uh...here we go, right?