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I am SO sick and tired of waking up with injuries. Last time it was my head. Seems it wasn't just my head, it was my leg too. The grounder was there in my dreams. He took me back to his cave and just... I woke up in pain and fear. Then again, have a guy come at you with a sword that's hot as hell and see how scared you are. He cauterized the leg wound.

Also, has anyone had a dream where it's like two sets of pictures in one? Kind of like the second screen thing on a television? I had that happen in this dream. Showing me myself and Bellamy when we were younger. Before the guards got a hold of me and locked me up.

Also, using antlers for a crutch? I wouldn't recommend it. I nearly got out of that cave. I did get out of the cave. Bellamy and the others almost got to me, but the grounder got to me first. Guess that's where the chains came from. Since he chained me up in that stupid cave. He just underestimated me. Kind of knocked him out and got the key.

My big brother showed up then, but Finn is pretty bad off. Knife to his chest. I don't like this. Hopefully Clarke can save him.

Also, even though my big brother showed up to save me, we got into it. It wasn't good either. I'm glad that we're not like that HERE, in this place. I couldn't take something like that.

There is so much tension between me and Clarke over Finn. Just... holy crap, what the hell. She goes out for the day and I get stuck back keeping an eye on him.

Octavia's still pissed about me torturing the guy. But, SO not doing that with her. Not when dream me would do anything for Finn. Including torture a guy. Supposedly dream me took that as 'Hey, lets have sex with Finn' and not talk about the elephant in the room. And I have to be reassured that he loves me? Just what the hell?

Monty interrupted myself and Finn time. So, yay, I get to go see what's going on and everyone's going absolutely crazy. They're on something.

"You're the most beautiful broom in the broom closet of brooms." Yeah, people are definitely on something.

Of course, there's this whole speech. Supposedly we're going to all learn how to use weapons against the grounders.

And yay for more awkwardness. Walking in on Clarke and Finn going at each other.

Can these dreams just not?

Couldn’t sleep last night. Slept most of the day away except it wasn’t exactly peaceful.

In my dreams, my mom had the baby - my baby sister. My sister, my responsibility. Screwed that one up. Dream me got my sister thrown into lock up. It was such a stupid idea. Good intention but plan backfired and I couldn’t control the situation like I thought I could. No real surprise there. And my dream mom got floated because of it. They killed her because of me. Dream me just makes a mess of things.

I got on the drop ship because someone offered me a spot in exchange for assassinating the Chancellor. I didn’t kill him though. I guess the silver lining is I’m not a murder.

Everything I did since getting to the ground was because of that. Because I didn’t want anyone from the Ark coming down. And again made a mess of things. It’s becoming quite the pattern. 300 people died because the Ark couldn’t contact the ground.

Octavia wasn’t wrong. Everything that’s gone wrong has been because of dream me’s choices.

We’ve only been on the ground ten days. Ten days.

So not sleeping doesn’t keep dreams away. In fact I think I had more. I mean you think these people would have sent down a few adults. You send down 100 delinquents, some murderers, and one guard? That turned out to be a fake guard. I’m thinking this wasn’t well thought out if the people on the drop ship were supposed to make sure the rest of the people on the Ark could follow.

Hey, everyone. If you don't know who I am, yet, I am Alec Lightwood and I wanted to have a potluck on the 31st, so that we could all meet; I'd also like to use this as an opportunity for the newer residents to learn where the institute is and have access to it's resources.

It will be held at the institute, and I was thinking around 6:00pm.

As of now, Magnus is in charge of drinks & Jace is handling pizza. Are there any sort of dietary restrictions/preferences that we should be aware of?

Also, let us know what you are planning to bring.

These dreams suck. I'm going to go dig out ice cream and make a sundae and watching something stupid and ridiculous.

Movie or show suggestions? Must be funny and must definitely not be horror or gore.