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Well that was incredibly weird. I just woke up from the strangest nap I've ever had. It wasn't the nap itself that was strange, but the dreams I had while I was sleeping. Now I've had weird dreams before, but these felt different. I was a kid and I think I lived on another planet. I mean, Yavin 4; that's not a real place. Where did my mind even get that? What's even stranger is that then I learned to fly a spaceship! A freakin' spaceship! Well, I never actually flew it; my mother did and she taught me.

And now what's even stranger than all of that was the weird urge I had to have to come here and talk about it. What is going on?

It's so weird, dreaming about my sister being dead when she is very much alive, in the real world. I barely see her in the real world, but at least she's still alive and I can at least try to talk to her. Although, the dreams feel so real that I sometimes forget she's not dead; especially after the one I had last night. The ten year anniversary of her death was coming up and I found out that her death was likely not an accident like we thought. It's all so much, so fast and I don't know what to think or how to feel about it all; both in and out of the dreams.

Nothing like waking up to your sister calling you early in the morning to check-in.

Sara has found her way to Australia to be an aid in helping the people there.


Honestly, I couldn't be any prouder of her.

I was doing my yoga routine this morning, I realized I hadn't posted for the studio in a while.


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These dreams continue. I find myself reliving my childhood as I dream of another one. The similarities are unnerving.

My hatred towards my father only grows, and yet I find myself unable to do anything about it. This is frustrating.

I need something to let off steam. I am open to suggestions.