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Well, start a new set of dreams yet again and somehow St. Cyr is even worse than he's been in the previous four sets. That's just....

So to distract myself from that, I decided to look up potential shows that are coming up to audition for and fell down the rabbit hole of YouTube with the actors who 'originated' both Percy and Chauvelin in the musical version/first set of dreams. It was...definitely an experience.

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Part of me is actually ashamed of myself for not recognizing this before because of Terrence Mann and I should know this as I declared him my voice husband when I was 8, plus the fact I've seen Doug Sills in other shows. However, mostly I just think I'll never be able to look at Chauvelin the same again.

You know, weird dreams? I can handle that. It's annoying, but I can handle it. I already had heard that dreams were part of this network. But the emotional bleedover? I could really do without that.

In light of the theme at the Golden Globes last night, Dream Me has been having a hell of a time. It's quite incredible what constituted to a woman being "ruined" back in the Edwardian Era. And what constituted as "consent".

It's rather depressing.

Anyway, we took a hit last night since no major stars wore Marchesa on the red carpet. You can thank Georgina Chapman's nasty husband for that. Caitroina Balfe wore McQueen. Several of the men had Burberry suits or tuxes.

I like Georgina, but she'd better file for divorce or she'll be filing for bankruptcy soon.


[ooc: Potential warning for discussion of sexual assault in comments.]

Over the last few days I've had this irrational anger towards my sister. I say it's irrational because she didn't do anything here other than decide to move back to England and I'm definitely not mad at her about that. It's what happened in the dreams, which isn't even her fault either. There was no way she could have known that the LEDA DNA came from Mrs. S's mother. I'm just upset that it means her, Mrs. S and Kira are actually related and I feel like I'm on the sidelines. I was so angry at them in the dreams that I even went so far as to try and find my birth family cause I felt like there was no longer any place for me with them.

Dream me really knows how to pick them

Beacon has a really interesting way of picking your team. Some of you could have said something sooner, I'm looking at you Ren and Nora and Ruby.