As a child, it was easy to believe grown-ups were just dumb and that I could truly make a difference in the world. I thought I could make it
better, so demons and angels wouldn't be able to keep messing with everyone.
Now, as I get older and I see just how terrible some people can be, and how hypocritical most humans are, I've started to wonder if I should have just done what was expected of me when I was younger. Yes the world would have been doomed but at least all of this absolutely ridiculously petty bickering wouldn't constantly be clogging up everything, either.
And I hate the fact that I feel that way. I do. But I also hate the fact that I don't want to stop feeling that way either as it's the only time I can really remember what it feels like to fully embrace who I am instead of continuing along being this person that I'm not even meant to be.