( colligo ¬ get collected ) → network.

Well this past week was interesting. I don't think I've ever felt quite so...I guess free would be a good word? I mean besides my time in Torchwood I've always been really by the book and the responsible one. The most spontaneous thing I've done before last week was run off with Jack and Gwen. I certainly never got up and started dancing in the middle of a bar before. Can I just ask that anyone who was at the Roadhouse that night to just forget that ever happened? That was pretty embarrassing.

I still can't quite believe that I said some of the things that I did last week. I was acting like a prat and I didn't enjoy it. I've spent pretty much the entire weekend apologizing to everyone in the TARDIS and at work. I'm honestly surprised that I still have a job after the things that I complained about at work. Normally I don't mind working a few extra shifts, but I gave my boss such an attitude about it that he had every right to fire me if he wanted to. I offered to pick up some extra shifts, hoping it would make up for how I'd acted. I feel especially awful for the way I treated The Doctor and River. And I certainly got off on the wrong foot with The Doctor's daughter.

It really is kind of nice to be back here. Of course, I guess that's obvious, since the alternative is being dead and all. And that's not really all that fun.

Still, it's good to see some people again and to just be here. This place really is very interesting.