( colligo ¬ get collected ) → network.

S'cuse me whoever sent me here but can I please go home now? Just for a little bit? Pretty please? Cause I just solved the Yang–Mills existence and mass gap theory and if I go home and show folks then I can get lots of money for school so I can solve even more problems!

I really did solve it, too! Honest! So I can please just go home for an itty bitty little bit? I'll come right back. I p'omise. I just need to show folks that I figured it allll out.

Some days, I really wish I could toss out my belief of treating others like I want to be treated and just say what I really feel. Then I remember how hurtful I was when I was forced to be honest a few months ago and I guess I'm glad I do still have the choice to be polite. Even if there are times I'm tempted not to be, it's still my decision and that means something no matter how frustrated I get.

I hate being alone. I really, really hate it. And I hate this place for screwing with me and everyone else.

I've been thinking about home a lot. About Camelot and the forge, and I just cannot keep it to myself anymore.

I am scared about going back.

I do not want to go through all of that, all those things that I remember and I know is going to happen. I do not want to go home and lose Abigail and not even remember she was born. I do not care what the stories say, what people think. I love Camelot but I love my daughter more.

I really need to stop putting my pride in the way of the things I want. I wish my dad was here, he'd know what to do.

And it doesn't help that I spend any free time I have outside of school being inside making weapons keeping an eye on things. I shouldn't be anti-social but I just don't know how to have fun.

Jude and Ben are both gone. I was just speaking to her and tried texting both of them to tell them about my job offer and the messages were returned. So I looked and they're just... gone. I don't know what to do. It's just me, now. I can't

Hi, my name is Isabel and I'm a friend of Molly's - Molly Hayes. I just wanted to make sure that she was doing well at the mansion and to see if it was all right if I came to visit her again.