( colligo ¬ get collected ) → network.

The books say our baby is starting to have a face now. That's a weird thought.

Huh.

This is certainly something.

I think it's bullshit something's making me do this.

When I became a Slayer, I figured I'd finally be special - 'cause before that, I wasn't. I was a kid who got used and abused. But finally, I got to be something no one else wasn't. Then I found out that the whole single-destiny thing was a lie, 'cause there was another one out there. I guess I'm mostly over all that now, but it's still weird sometimes - 'specially now that there's hundreds of Slayers out there. It matters more than I talk about.

I've killed people. I haven't paid nearly as much as I should have, and every night I see their faces. It's part of why I drink so much. I've got a ton of other issues but half the shit I don't even understand myself.

I hate saying all this shit.