It's harder to help other people remember the happy moments when you're sad. I always forget that. Sad takes up space, but not the same way. It was easier when I didn't feel things the same way. I like it better now, but it was easier.
Are you still here, my love? How long has it even been?
I don't think she's coming back. I thought maybe it was just a temporary thing. Make her older, and then she'd be here in no time. So I tried not to worry. Not to think about it. She was a fair bit behind the rest of us. But I don't think she's coming back. I'd already lost her twice. This makes the third time.
I thought mages always said that the third time was supposed to be the charm. Not the curse.
If you've noticed that the gazebo in the park is a little...broken. I'll fix it. I had something get the better of me and I couldn't really get a hold of myself long enough to stop and I kind of got thrown through one of the beams. It's an easy fix though. I have some construction history so we're good.
So yeah...that happened.
I'm going to go out on a limb here and explain a problem I have and ask people with any suggestions they have to fix it. All I want to do get rid of this thing. It makes me dangerous to those I know and those who don't have a clue who I am.I don't want to kill anybody.This thing...obviously referring to a "curse" that was put on me back in my world...universe...thing. It causes me to become more violent than I usually am andmightdoes have roots that date back to the Jesus-walked-the-Earth sort of days.
So this is my SOS since I don't have a nerd angel to calland my brother is being kind of a dick.
I'm sorry.Shit went the wrong way.You shouldn't have seen that.How's it going? Get settled at the new place?
I asked for help. I don't think it'd do a lot of good though.Hear you got a job teaching people to shoot. I'm still surprised they hired you. I'm still a better shot.
Got a job as a bartender. I still haven't figured out what anyone does for fun in this place. So steer in the right direction because I'm going a tad bit stir crazy.