PARABOLICAL GRAFFITI

[Harry]

I want to apologize to everyone. Especially to Sam. Not just because he scared me, although that's a reason. I said some horrible things to him, so I can't blame him for being angry. I said a lot of things I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have meddled in that. It was Alessa's problem, and I'm just some junkie nurse who doesn't know anything.

I'm generally not that stupid. At least, I hope not. I just tend to get overemotional sometimes. I don't really think before I do things, and it ends up costing me sometimes. So, you were right. I should have just stayed out of it. I want to apologize to them, because I really don't want them to keep attacking me forever. But they would just make fun of me, so I guess I should keep my mouth shut?

[Maria]

I pilfered some painkillers from the hospital. They helped, but I thought the effect would be stronger than it was. Maybe I should try mixing them with alcohol? ^_^

j/k (I'm not really going to do that. >_>) Not yet anyway.

You know, sometimes I look at the people and I think, why do we even bother? Sometimes it feels that no matter how much some of us do, it's never enough and people are always whining that we should do more. Not just put ourselves at risk to protect them, but cuddle them afterward. So it makes me start to think, do people ever stop to think are they worth being saved? Why do we keep doing it?

And then I remember. Because some people invent things like tequila. And tequila makes it all worth while.

Sooo, Valentine's day is nearly here, huh? Well it just so happens that I have a story to share with everyone. Except for the little children.

( Gather around boys and girls! )

It's not wise to goad those that have ill intentions. Cease immediately.

[Raidon]

You killed my brother. You are in for a world of pain. I am going to tear down every person that means a damn to you. Starting with anyone with the last name Petrelli I am going to slaughter everyone you care about and I'm going to make you watch while I do it. You have no idea what you've begun Champion.

I'm making a list. Respond if you want to be on it. Got to keep track and all.

People Who Want to Off Spike
1. Nikki Wood.
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Someone told me not to look myself up on the Internet. It’s safe to say I didn’t listen. I assure you none of it is true I hope not anyways

What sick mind thought I would be best suited with Garak as a couple!? Damar I could understand.. but Garak!?

[ooc: Posted after the second nightmare. I haven't posted the first log yet, much less this one, but I'll get them up, I promise! No matter what it takes. ;)]


Last night I had another dream, I think. I woke up and there was something strange going on.

The ceiling was bleeding. Then it felt like the walls were closing in on me. There were shadow figures in the room...like him...I could've sworn there were two of them. But they were different this time. Harsher...if that seems like it's possible. Less about the sexual aspect, and more about the killing.

Their...helmets...seemed different. I don't know why, but that scared the hell out of me. I heard people screaming, and the sound of a blade cutting them down. It was like some kind of distorted transmission, like I was hearing it through a radio or a filter of some kind.

Then I woke up and it was all a dream. But then, I noticed some drops of blood on my fingers. I looked down and there was a puddle of blood under my back, to my side.

I couldn't stop trembling for a long time after that, and I was sweating even though it felt like I couldn't get warm no matter what I did to myself.

What's happening to me?

[OOC: Posted after Maria has a nightmare where all her demons from Silent Hill come to haunt her. I'll be posting the log soon, hopefully, so this all makes sense and it doesn't look like Maria suddenly became depressed or anything.]

Reading over what I posted in the past few days, it may appear that I'm a little crazy. I don't want to continue to give that impression, though. I apologize. I don't want to bother you too much, because I know you have bigger problems to deal with, but I just wanted to apologize. So, there you go. I didn't mean to sound so crazy. Frankly, I think there's something wrong with me.

I can't think clearly. I don't know whether I'm doing the right thing or not, sometimes; and I'm trying to be as far from a certain person as possible, that I do some extreme things. But it's more than just regular stress, for those who'll say it's just life. It's not from the drinking, either; I almost wish it was. Maybe I just need some more sleep, but somehow I don't think that's it. I have to find out what this is. So I may take a break from the boards, while I figure out what this is. Unless you really want to talk, in which case, I'll try my best to respond.

Filtered to Heather, Alessa, Henry and Sam

What do you know about multiple personalities? I think I'm not okay, to put it mildly.

I don't know if that's the cause, but it's a good place to start.

I keep waking up and thinking I’m back home with aliens who need to get their asses kicked for wanting to do who knows what to my friend. It’s weird to turn on the news and not hear them talking about mutants or superheroes who love spandex way too much. I kinda miss that. I wouldn’t even be pissed off if I stepped out my door and ran into Wolverine or Iron Man because at least they’re people from my world and I would recognize them. Even though they suck in a major way.

My LA was so fucking messed up but at least it was home. This place isn’t. This place is just a freak show that I don’t know much about. And I swear to God if my asshole parents ever show up here I’m throwing myself headfirst off a bridge.

I did it! I finally killed a vampire!

I was coming out of a club when he was there, looking all creepy. I don't know if he was really thinking of killing me out in the open like that, but I didn't like the way he was leering at me. So I did what I read I should do. I threw some holy water in his face and took out my stake. That didn't seem like enough, burning his face, so I aimed lower and stabbed him in the crotch, and while he was screaming, I stabbed him in the chest several times until I left it in there and he turned to dust. The people around me were amazed!

I haven't fought a monster since Silent Hill. Now, this may not seem like much of an accomplishment, but for a girl who spends her time drinking and...well, you know...killing a vampire's a pretty big deal! I'm not going to become a slayer or anything, but I'm really quite proud of myself.

So take note, you guys out there. I'm not just a pretty face who can demonstrate a few dance moves. I can also defend myself pretty well.

Lady Maria, dancer and killer of scumbags.

Edit: People, I know I got lucky. I was just excited over killing a vampire and my brain kinda died on me for a moment there. Now that I'm back to normal, I've got other things on my mind. Like how pirates taste...

A pirate just asked my fiancée if she would swab his deck.

Oh hell, hell, bloody hell
I feel as though I should remember why--
There's a bloody armoury in here

I've never had to look at myself before. Christ, it's like a before and after of Jekyll and Hyde.

In the merry old town of Los Angeles
The things that go on are quite scandalous
A sinful ubiquity
Of vice and iniquity
And even such outrageous criminal acts as jaywalking which I have personally observed and about which I intend to write a very strongly-worded letter to the editor or something.

(I'm proud enough of Los Angeles/scandalous; I'm certainly not going to find anything else that rhymes with it.)

[posted as Kumiko]

I thought the Witch would be here. That would have been all kinds of shiny pretty fun. We speak the same language, her and I.

Ah well, still all these little Slayers, all in a line. One by one they'll die and I will dance and sing. And all the toys and all the power, mine to play with, what fun we will all have.

Dracula's silly when he's drunk.

I'd comment on the drama, but I don't want to get my ass kicked by anyone. Especially that creepy guy in the tux. Something about him scares the hell out of me.

Okay, so I don't know why I've been brought here. I try to leave the fighting thing to others, and I don't know whether I was brought here by the Powers That Be, or the Senior Partners, who are apparently lawyers embodying the powers of evil. As if that wasn't obvious before...Anyway, in light of the fact that I don't have an apparent purpose, I'll decide my own fate here.

So, I've decided my goal for my time here. I'm going to taste every alcoholic drink in L.A. at least once! It might take several months, it might take years, but I'm going to do it!

Except the vodkas, 'cause those just burn through me. But all the others are fair game!

Though, a gentleman I talked to recommended the pricier ones. Maybe I should give it consideration?

I have a question for Superman.

Why do you wear your underwear on the outside?



I'm sorry, this is just going to bug me all day if I don't ask! I have to know.

Edited: Apparently even this type of question is too sensitive for people. Do me a favor. Next time I think of asking a stupid question, someone go to my apartment and punch me out. I'll make things easier for all of us.

...they waxed me. I WAS THE MOST INTERESTING PERSON HOW COULD THEY DO THAT?!

EDIT: WHAT THE HELL IS GILMORE GIRLS?!

EDIT 2: This actor. Is ridiculous. He was on a show called GILMORE GIRLS.

EDIT 3: Dean - Days of Our Lives.
7th Heaven.
Sweet Valley High.
Wishbone.
Dawsons Creek.

I hope this doesn't come back to bite me in the ass.

Question. What's with all the drama on these boards? It seems like all everybody does is fight with each other about one thing or another.

Jeez, I thought my life was like a soap opera. I've got nothing on you guys.

Okay, on a different topic.

I need a job. I'm not sure exactly what I want to do. The last 'real' job I had was in an office, and I haven't been a part-time secretary in a very long time. Actually, Mary was that, but who the hell cares. I need a job, though. I can't exactly go around in my one outfit from Silent Hill and the few I've acquired stolen So, do you have any suggestions?

No sarcastic suggestions please, unless you think they're really amusing or racy. Racy is good. We could use a bit of lightening up.

Seriously, any help?

WHY.

WHY ARE WOMEN ALLOWED TO READ?!

Alizer

...who the hell is Alizer? I wonder if it's some sort of anagram. I wouldn't normally obsess over a word, but this one just came to me, and now it won't leave.


In an attempt to be like someone with a little resemblance of normalcy I went to see a movie. Hostel.

Best comedy ever. Okay, it was somewhat entertaining, but my main thought through out it? This is really boring, stupid, and gross.

[filtered to Heather]

That latest arrival from Silent Hill? The one that's not Lisa? I can't put my finger on it, but there's something kind of off about her.

[filtered to Lisa]

Lisa, I made something for you. It's a necklace which contains a special type of ward. It'll keep Valtiel away from you physically, and it will prevent him from encroaching in on your mind.

Bored, bored, bored. I have high scores on all the pinball machines at the arcade and I bowled a perfect skeeball game yesterday. That's only my third one ever!

I hate when I get this good. It takes a lot of the challenge out of it and it usually means my vacation's almost over. I don't wanna leave though; it's nice, sleeping on the beach.

What's it like, being a muggle? Is it boring?

All these people showing up from Silent Hill.

It gets me thinking.

Oh, well, let's see now. I was born on a Thursday. It was (partly sunny with a 50% chance of rain). Mommy and Daddy were (morose). I went to the (purple) schools, in (Cairo), (Canada), and (McDonalds). Then, one (millisecond), I (shot) myself, "(it's freaking big)! What am I (saying) with my (telephone pole)?" And that was the (hour) I decided to (run), and (jump), and I would (shop) any (car) that tried to (destroy) (molecules).

After, oh, (seventeen days, three hours and eighteen minutes), I (shoved) myself in (pancakes), with a (Indochinese tiger), (lithium), and (12,434) of (pleasant looking) (beds). What would YOU do? Come on, really. I had to (pull) that (angry) (apple mac book pro) like a (havarti cheese) with a (headlamp), believe (she) (we).

After that, things got (catastrophic). But who needs to know about the (airplane) with the (quickly) (dangerous) (manx). Or the (investment banker) who (came) with (her) (subtropica) (third cousin twice removed).

filtered; dr hal
Are you feeling better?

thanks to dy for the madlib see knives_and_lint

Well, this is an unusual situation. I knew Silent Hill was screwed up, but not this screwed up, to transport me to another city.

Has anyone seemed a man named James Sunderland around here? I have some unfinished business with him.

Alternatively, a man with a pyramid-shaped head on his shoulders?