I want to apologize to everyone. Especially to Sam. Not just because he scared me, although that's a reason. I said some horrible things to him, so I can't blame him for being angry. I said a lot of things I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have meddled in that. It was Alessa's problem, and I'm just some junkie nurse who doesn't know anything.
I'm generally not that stupid. At least, I hope not. I just tend to get overemotional sometimes. I don't really think before I do things, and it ends up costing me sometimes. So, you were right. I should have just stayed out of it. I want to apologize to them, because I really don't want them to keep attacking me forever. But they would just make fun of me, so I guess I should keep my mouth shut?
[Maria]
I pilfered some painkillers from the hospital. They helped, but I thought the effect would be stronger than it was. Maybe I should try mixing them with alcohol? ^_^
j/k (I'm not really going to do that. >_>) Not yet anyway.