PARABOLICAL GRAFFITI

I think my heart is trying to leave my chest. Allah, I hurt.



It feels strange, having time to pray properly again. Before, I was lucky to get in the three most essential prayers, and most religious observances were quite impossible (besides zakat and sawm, of course, because it isn't difficult to be charitable or go hungry). I never liked practicing while in one of the colonies, anyway; it isn't the same as being on earth where you can really face Mecca. To be honest, though, I haven't been a very good Muslim in a long time. It's hard to, when you're fighting a war that hasn't been sanctioned by your faith.


I have to believe that I won't be condemned for this. I'm doing what's right. Why else would I have been cursed to be able to feel others' pain, if it isn't to help those people?

I feel...others in the Force. Not Jedi sith or other Force-users per say, but...something. Someone. People who have...mind abilities, I suppose is the best way to describe it. And I sense that they feel me, too.

And what are these mobile suits I keep hearing mentions of?

Should I say something? I don't particularly want military to be called in over a 'possible threat', especially since we don't mean any harm.

The Mobile Suits---they're not.. I mean, no one has anything to worry about.

May I please ask the date? Please tell me that I'm reading things wrong.

.. I didn't mean for us to make the news.