[Filtered from Jacen]
I found myself thinking of home today. Not just Hapes...but the Galactic Alliance, the Confederation, the Imperial Remnant... Things were still so...tense. I'm happy here. The only thing that would make me more so is having Allana with us, but I wonder sometimes about the others.
[Filtered to Friends, still not Jacen lol]
He made things safer. I know he did, cost him himself to do it...
But Jaina, Ben, Captain Solo and Leia, Grandmaster Skywalker.....Even the karking droids...I just... for a time after I could barely talk to them, not because I blame them, I don't, not...not entirely...
Jaina could have ... I know what had to be done. I once told Ben to be redeemed someone had to want it, and Caedus he didn't.
And then I came here, and he's here and he does want that and he's doing so well... I wonder was I wrong at home, should I have tried, should Jaina have tried harder...could he have listened to us, maybe to Ben?
I'm being silly. I know I'm being silly.
[ooc: muse got all angsty randomly :p I decided not to fight it lol]