I've got this weird feeling. I dunno. I've had it since I woke up. I had a dream last night. It was so real. Everything about it. The sounds, and smells, the stars.
her I thought it was another hallucination, but I'm not so sure. It's like theirs something I'm supposed to be understanding and am just missing completely. It's been the same sort of dream the past couple nights. I guess it happens when you finally hit that wall and realize you could have died. I've never cut it that close before. I thought blaster burns were bad, heh. Knifing? is so, so much worse. It's taking forever to heal.
I don't want to die alone. I'm tired of staying still. I..don't really remember where I was going with this. I guess just general restlessness. Maybe I should get a pet or something the apartment has been to quiet.