PARABOLICAL GRAFFITI

Does stuff like that happen all the time? The ghost thing, I mean.

I guess they're all gone.

.. I miss her, my mom. it's not fair she came. I wanted her to stay.

I keep seeing them die in my dreams even after the ghosts....

Not sure what I'm supposed to do now
Should I keep being evil, or just pretend to be the bad guy
I still miss Mark

Could we not do that again.. please? I like a family reunion as much as the next guy, but come on. Not when they keep trying to kill you. Thanks, Dad. Those things really hurt. I hope I never see those daggers again Really gave me something to remember you by. Delusional prick, blind as a bat, so glad you're gone At least my home smells nice once again.

Surprised I wasn't visited from my VP back in Chicago. Or by Neff, my old platoon sergeant. I sort of miss him. He had good lessons at the academy. But not as much as I missed one guy. I just wish my cousin could have stayed until the 25th was over. Really not fair. But, oh well.. that's just how it is. I'm not forgetting him in any case. At least I got to see him. And hugs, we actually hugged, I had missed that most of all. I'm going to remember your every word, Mark.

It would be even better if we got some snow this time around. Seeing him reminded me of it. I had these snowmobiles. They were fun. Could ride all over, even on the lake in Wisconsin. And making snowballs, snowmen, snowladies. New York was good at this time too. Ahh well, back to business as usual. Should probably focus on the computer plans. Or maybe I'll just take a break and go out for a while. Or I could plan a party. Been a while since I went to one of those.

Well then it's Christmas Eve, interesting. Well if anything good comes from me ending up here, it means I don't need to go to church and listen to that pompous priest go on and on about our sins.

Even if I do miss my parents. But I guess its better for them, everyone that I'm here, away from them.

So...merry Christmas, I guess.