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I am Merlin. I don't know you people. I am no one's servant or friend. So why are there arguments on this thing about the use of my name and use of magic? My name is may as well be a swear, and have no complaints to it's use as such. As for the discussion of sorcery - it is a power I no longer use, not that it should be any concern of yours.

First Dad, and now Mum. I don't like the way people just vanish. I miss both of them. I know I shocked them, but I was hoping that would end up right.

( Aunt Andromeda )

This is kind of specific to any of the artists in the castle. For awhile now, I've been wanting to find a place in town where Scorpius and I could display our work, but I'm still saving in order to afford something like that and besides I started thinking that Scor and I aren't the only artists in the castle and that led to me wondering when we can eventually buy some sort of gallery or find a place that would let us, would the rest of you like to display some of your work too? It might not be for awhile, but I wanted to mention it to see if there's any interest in the idea.

Can this PLEASE end?

I feel all moody today. I just want to stay home.

I miss my job.

I miss my boyfriend.

I miss my boy parts.

I didn't find out before, but who does this body belong to?

Why am I in our other room, and why the HELL do I have BODY PARTS?

I thought he was gone. When I woke up alone, it just brought it all back. Our art things are in this room. His things are here with mine, so I should relax, but I am stuck in this body. Between Zenner, and this place, fucking Hell.

I don't think I am leaving this room yet. Justin is going to hate this.

OH MY GOD guys i am so handsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh hell yeah i got a hot bod i am so lucky omg i am still blonde yeah yeah yeah!

omg AND I HAVE A


well i have one of those omg omg omg

I feel loads better today. I thought I was losing my mind. Everything in my head was coming out. I'm sorry if I offended anyone, or scared anyone.

Kurt and Blaine, I am not a crazy stalker and I'm sorry I was a mad man. I wish you both the best.

Justin, you put up with so much from me, and you made my insanity better. You're perfect.


And yes, this is public, but it isn't such a grand confession. Everyone knows all this already. Maybe we can all relax for awhile.

VERY FUNNY. Do you expect me to believe that I've been whisked away to a far off land the day before my tryouts!?

JAMES SIRIUS POTTER if you are behind this I will CURSE YOUR PANTS OFF! Wait till Mum hears about this!

I remember Vegas. All of it!

I don't know why my memory was not there, or maybe it was because the loss would have been too much. Justin left, and then I met someone else. We lived together and I build him a recording studio, and here, he doesn't know me, and I don't know what to do about that. The crazy part is that now, I am happy. Justin and I are together, better than ever.

I feel like I am cheating, even if I didn't. I feel like I want Kurt to remember all of it. It was a crazy roller coaster. I can't say I don't miss him. I do. I was lucky with the men in my life. They are completely different, but completely brilliant.


Al and Reg - viewable by all
Why didn't you tell me?

Justin - viewable by all
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't know what I am thinking right now, or saying.
I do love you.

Kurt - viewable by all
I want to see you. I know you don't remember any of this, but I want to see you. You aren't the same version of you and I know. I've been through this before and seen people come and go, different versions of the same person. We have a history. I don't want to scare you. This is why I know about you. I just can't get these memories out of my head now that they are back. I'm sorry but I am not.

Salazar, am I making sense?

A hundred dollars isn't enough. I could get a pair of pants and two shirts but they are hardly worth wearing. You can't expect Marc Jacobs at those prices. We need more than that. I can spend a hundred dollars on skin and hair products alone.

( Private to Astoria )


( Scorpius )

What did I do wrong? I always find a way to mess up the best things in my life.

[Justin]
Where are you?

I want to know what's wrong. You have been really quiet. And you always go off somewhere and I hate that.

So now that we have money coming in and our room is set up, and we have some art supplies in it, I am working on a new canvas. I have to admit, I like it here. I know there are some weird things in this place, but it's good. The things that happen are annoying, but not cruel.

( Al )

( Lilu )

( Justin )

( Mum and Dad )

I went back to work today. I nearly dropped a painting. At least it wasn't the best of the lot I'm sick of this. Muscle memory is nice for things like walking and talking, but I never realized how much is involved with the loss of touch. It affects everything.

If it wasn't for Justin, I would be insane right now.

I can't feel anything. I picked up a pencil with a death grip. I can't actually hold it or it falls. It's like it isn't even there. I watch my hands touching keys and there is no pressure or anything like I am touching something. I don't like this feeling at all. What am I supposed to do?

This is strange, creepy, and I don't like it.

Excuse me, I do not recall placing a port-key on that stack of papers, and furthermore, I do not recall linking said port-key to such a horrifically gaudy and terribly decorated place as this. This "castle" looks like a mixture of Hogwarts and my great-aunt Hecate's home.

No matter what the scroll says, I would appreciate to be sent back home. I am in the midst of planning a soiree and I doubt the house elves can last very long without me. Merlin knows that by now they have likely burnt down the entire chateau.

Who is in charge here? I don't have time for this sort of nonsense.

Happy Birthday, Dad!

( Filtered away from Draco )

You have to admit, green and silver are colors that go so very well together. I am enjoying the new decor. I haven't heard the noises that others are talking about. They may be imagining it. Personally, I vote that the new decor stays permanently.

I feel rather refreshed myself. What a lovely change in decor, the castle staff appears to have such excellent taste.