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I like being away from home. At least it's not on fire here. And I don't have a damn destiny to follow or any of the "Chosen One" crap I've had crammed into my head since I could walk. No more running. Honestly, I couldn't have been the only boy to grow up to lead an army! I wish I had a normal childhood. Like video games, joyrides, drinking, shooting hoops. Well, I did do some of that but never for long. And maybe hacked a few ATMs, or created a few computer viruses. But we always had to pick up and move somewhere else. That sucked a lot. But I miss my life in a way.. err, not the metal. I sure as hell don't miss getting shot at, chased, or hunted by machines for the next 20 years. I don't miss that ever.

What I do miss is my family, my mother. I know she could be uptight. And strict. And paranoid, with her "No one is ever safe" dogma and extensive house rules. I get the eye if I even mentioned computers or joke about viruses or hacking. It was fun, come on! But I love her, I miss her. She can be hard but she had good moments too. She protected me, loved me. Everything she did was for me. To make sure I survived. Even if it would have been nice to get toys once in a while, which I didn't. I miss her voice the most. I also miss my uncle Derek, and Cameron, and even my girlfriend Riley.

I even miss my Uncle Bob cyborg bodyguard sometimes. And my school buddy Morris too (lost contact because.. guess what, we had to move once again). I just wish, most of all, that I could have met my father (even if I'm supposed to later, it's not the same). Or that so many people didn't have to die for me, or because of me. I just didn't like having all that pressure on me. I know it's necessary, but doesn't mean I had to like it.

I can't believe I'm doing this so that people I don't even know can see it, but I have to say that I'm in love with Silvertongue's wife. Not how I love Roxanne, not even close. But she's there in Capricorn's village and she's good to me and I... do love her. That's not why I didn't let Silvertongue where she was, though. I swear it wasn't. It's just that, if he knew she was there he might not care that she hadn't been read out properly and just take her back and not bother to read me back to Roxanne.

I miss Roxanne beyond words. Beyond reason. Beyond sanity. Gwin's important to me, but I wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing him if I could have her back.

I'm sorry, Gwin, but I would.

I don't dislike it here, and I'm happy that I can show off a little with my skills. Even if it wasn't necessary to earn money I'd do it, just to focus my mind elsewhere, and to cheer people up in whatever little way I could.

But I'd sell each and every one of you down the river to go home to Roxanne. I feel no malice, and I hope you understand, but she's my heart, my happiness, my future and my life.

Okay, has no one else noticed there's a trolley running past the Castle now? That was not there two days ago.

Captain, I know you have to answer me truthfully now, so let's hear it- you want to tell me how you knew about Jayne betraying us all, and still kept him on our crew for a year more? What kind of sense does that make?

I would like to learn magic please. Can somebody teach me magic? thankyou

Ich verstehe nicht, wo ich bin, aber ich frage mich, ob dies Teil der Danger Room der Ausbildung? Es scheint so fügsam, dachte ich, etwas, was mich anzugreifen soll.






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