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Tweak says, "You so love me."

Dustfinger (read_me_back) wrote in makebelievenet,
@ 2011-08-17 01:14:00

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dustfinger, luna lovegood, percy jackson

I can't believe I'm doing this so that people I don't even know can see it, but I have to say that I'm in love with Silvertongue's wife. Not how I love Roxanne, not even close. But she's there in Capricorn's village and she's good to me and I... do love her. That's not why I didn't let Silvertongue where she was, though. I swear it wasn't. It's just that, if he knew she was there he might not care that she hadn't been read out properly and just take her back and not bother to read me back to Roxanne.

I miss Roxanne beyond words. Beyond reason. Beyond sanity. Gwin's important to me, but I wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing him if I could have her back.

I'm sorry, Gwin, but I would.

I don't dislike it here, and I'm happy that I can show off a little with my skills. Even if it wasn't necessary to earn money I'd do it, just to focus my mind elsewhere, and to cheer people up in whatever little way I could.

But I'd sell each and every one of you down the river to go home to Roxanne. I feel no malice, and I hope you understand, but she's my heart, my happiness, my future and my life.

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	tictic_boom 2011-08-17 04:33 am UTC (link)
	wow dusty thats just crazy but thats your girl, man, so i dont hold it against you for doing anything to get her back (Reply to this) (Thread)

	read_me_back 2011-08-23 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	I know it's crazy, but after so long away from her I think I've become more than just a little crazy myself. I'm grateful that you understand. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	i_heart_nerds 2011-08-17 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Aww, a little hurtful, but kind of romantic. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	read_me_back 2011-08-23 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't mean for it to be hurtful, and I apologise for it. It's simply the truth, and I hope with all my heart that I never have to hurt anyone in order to be reunited with my wife. We haven't spoken before now, but I noticed you arrive. How are you settling in? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	oddwitch 2011-08-18 04:41 am UTC (link)
	I hope you can get back to her soon. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	read_me_back 2011-08-23 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	I worry I'll never get back to her. I no longer care about it being "soon" so long as I still have faith I'll get back one day. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sonof_ 2011-08-19 05:05 am UTC (link)
	I'd feel the same way if Annabeth wasn't here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	read_me_back 2011-08-23 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you for understanding. I have no malice towards anyone here, but compared to Roxanne, they... well, they don't even figure. I hate this compulsion to confess all. (Reply to this) (Parent)