Network comm for The Land of Make Believe

A hundred dollars isn't enough. I could get a pair of pants and two shirts but they are hardly worth wearing. You can't expect Marc Jacobs at those prices. We need more than that. I can spend a hundred dollars on skin and hair products alone.

If this castle is anything like the castles back home, then there is more to this structure than what meets the eye. Has anyone here given this place a thorough exploration yet? And if not, is anyone interested?

I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep. It's been two weeks or so since that fucking nightmare and it's still affecting me. Everytime I close my eyes now I see the explosion. The real one, not the one in the dream and I feel like I'm right back there again. I thought that telling Scorpius about my dream would help, but it hasn't. All any of this has done is make me even more scared about the possibility of losing him. I don't know what I'd do if he was sent back then brought back again and was different than the Scorpius I know.

Most of the time I don't really mind it here and I can overlook certain things, but recently I've begun to hate it because all I can think about is one of us getting sent back and I'm starting to have second thoughts on whether or not it's a good idea to and it terrifies me cause he's already been through that where we were before. I just don't know what to do. I'm trying to not let on to him that anything is wrong, cause I don't want him to worry, but I don't know how long I can keep it up.