Involuntary RPG Journal Entries

she went on a vol squad mission and she died. does no one fucking care? does the ivf not fucking care? because they've barely fucking said ANYTHING.

i'm gonna preface this by saying i'm no fucking good at being eloquent. there was a reason i wasn't like, an english major or a polisci major or whatever. but i've got something to say, and i'm sick of secrets and filters and talking behind closed doors - but i guess it's a little too late for me to say shit as publicly as i would like to, isn't it?

i used to fucking hate vols, you know? i called them freaks when they first hit the news, because they were different and strange and fucking weird. i hated them for what they were. there was one kid in my high school - honestly, i don't even know if he was a vol, but i was such an asshole to him, he transferred out. i mean, i wasn't ever completely sure if it was because of me, but i'm pretty sure it was.

i fucking regret it now, for obvious reasons.

i joined the vol squad because i know there's a fuckload of kids that are just like me - or what i mean is, just like i used to be, before my powers kicked in, one day when i was hooking up with my girlfriend at the age of 16. that changed fucking everything. i hated myself back then, too, and probably still would if it wasn't for her. i know this all sounds super fucking gay lame, and you all probably don't give a shit, but bear with me. i joined the squad because i thought doing this humanitarian shit would help change the way people saw us, you know? that they'd see we aren't just freaks. we aren't just mutants. we aren't just the violent assholes the VR's making us out to be. that we can do good.

maybe the squad did help do that. or maybe i'm just being really fucking idealistic.

either way, with the way the IVF keeps us in the dark about things, not about everything but about mostly fucking everything, i can't help but wonder what the squad's really made for. it's fucking obviously not all about humanitarian efforts. maybe it's not even mostly about that. and with the way the IVF's taking away our rights, one by one, and like, forgetting that we're not actually ITS citizens, i'm freaked. i'm fucking pissed.

i'm quitting the vol squad. i saw the people that died in melbourne, and i know i probably helped save a lot of lives. it's just shitty that i can't keep doing so without wondering if i'm somehow participating in something that's just as bad for vol rights and perception as the VR is.

JAVIER

hey, man. so i don't know about you, but i tried talking to the administration again. they're still spewing the same bullshit at me, but i know what i saw. she was a vol, right? i'm not fucking crazy. we saw her turn silver.

BROS

i'm starting to think the vol squad's some serious bullshi #LOL jonas, your country's on serious crack if they stayed in the ivf just to keep YOUR sorry ass around.

DAISY

you know, D, what you said, about quitting the squad?

CANADIANS

think if canada ever pulled out of the IVF, they'd manage to get us out of this school?

KARIM

stop stirring up shit, dickwad.


MIKAEL

you know karim's just stirring up shit, right? not that i have to explain fuckall to you, because clara's MY

YO ASSHOLES, I CAN MAKE MY CLOTHES INVISIBLE NOW.

VOL SQUAD

GUESS WHOSE BROS ARE IN TOWN?
GUESS WHOSE BROS ARE HAVING A RAGER ON THE BEACH?
GUESS WHOSE BROS INVITED EVERYONE HERE?

oh yeah, MY BROS. party's at like, 8. WHO'S IN?

CLARA

yo, you should def come. it'll be a good time.

seeing all these fucking coachella pics on instagram is making me miss home like fucking crazy.

yo, p.s. is anyone else having serious problems with the internet? my connection is sucking hardcore tonight.

you guys think they'll let the south american vols help in rescue ops? you know, like we did, when it was our school?

FUCK THIS WEEKEND

WHO WANTS SOME BROGURT, BRO

so all of sigchi's making plans to go to coachella later this year. those assholes are going to have such a fucking blast and i'm so pissed that i'm missing it. actually, i'm pissed to be missing spring break, too.

where would you all be going for vaca if you weren't fucking stuck in the desert?

LYDIE

hey.

LOTTIE

yo, so did you know chelsea and mitch are ditching the rest of the group to like, go to fucking cabo on their own? after all that shit they pulled on james, i hope they get picked up by a cartel.

whatever, sorry, that's not the point. meet me outside the dorms at lunch? by the front steps.

YO. so who's decided to go to this valentines thing? i mean, there's going to be booze, so you KNOW i'm there.

oh, and who're you losers bringing?

I miss taco tuesdays. And cigarettes.

But mostly taco tuesdays.

[a grainy photo of the current fight in the cafeteria]

LOL this is hilarious. whose idea was it to re-enact fucking fight club in the cafeteria?

all this kanye talk's got me thinking - top five biggest playas in history. here're my picks, no particular order:

1. casanova
2. JFK
3. the heffster
4. wilt chamberlain
5. george clooney

oh, and honorary chick mention: cleopatra, because that bitch banged caesar AND antony.

YOUR TURN.

yo, i think this is the first fucking time in my life that i'm actually looking FORWARD to classes. this week's been slow as balls.

on that note, who's up for a pick up game of soccer?

WAY TO 50 SHADES OF GREY IT UP, HUGO. holy fuck was that hysterical or what?

ASTRID

yo, you have like, THE worst taste in guys. just saying.

yo the medical wing sucks. someone come visit me :)

i have vicodin!

this is one sweet battle scar.

BROS

fuck. pad, man.

putting this ? to the masses: what the hell is a hootenanny?

AMERICAN FIELD OPS SQUAD

yo, what the FUCK got stuck up this rathborne guy's ass? seriously must blow to be a condor, that's all i'm saying.