Involuntary RPG Journal Entries

So long and thanks for all the fish, I guess.

[Included is a list of Davi's email, Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr.]


( Enver )

[95/96]

Where is everyone heading after this?

Were we going to have a last gathering or hurrah or whatever you call it?

[95/96]

Hey.

enver died. he was shot by one of the guards. the serum the vr released fucked with my powers and i couldnt tell the guard was near.

I just thought you IVF loving freaks everyone should know that while in solitary I was drugged and experimented on with my powers. Against my will. I'm not the first and I'm certainly not the last. They'll fucking do it to you all one day.


[Undernet post to Jimmy]

They let me out.

[Undernet to Rashida]

Please tell me you are out.

[Undernet post to Enver]

I'm out. Where are you? They did stuff to me in there and they drugged me and I don't remember certain things. I don't want I can't be alone right now. I'm coming over. I'll see if you are in the cafeteria first. Okay? Okay.

[95/96]

They took Eli to solitary because he. I don't know why though. Maybe one more of us and we'll get that free toaster.

Every Father's Day, my Dad would want to go to one to this small restaurant in Austin that didn't look like much, but severed awesome Mexican food. It was the first restaurant he went to after coming to America, so I guess they always had good memories to him. No doubt him and my siblings will be going there today. I would walk into the force field to go with them for one of their enchiladas right now.

Anyone else do special things for the day?

I would like to congratulate my fellow 95/96 classmates on the fact we will probably never graduate from high school now. We did it guys! Our future's so bright we gotta wear shades.

[Filtered to Understanding Jones, Jordana Miller, Suzee Otterstetter, Benjie Aquino-Robinson]

Hey. Sorry for missing rehearsal again Shit went down in a 95/96 filter and I was tired and took a nap and ignored the alarm. I'm really really really sorry. It's just so fucking crappy these Really sorry.

My brother Mason turned five today, which means I have officially missed the birthdays of all my siblings. All nine of them. Plus my parents and my step parents birthdays too. Not to mention my own birthday, which was January 1st. My littlest sister Chloe doesn't even recognize me and Parvin and Bijan barely remember me.

Prom was two weekends ago and I would have graduated high school this Thursday. I don't even fucking know if all this shit will count for a diploma.

UT Austin freshman orientations is August 21st and classes begin August 28th. I was thinking of majoring in Chemistry or Biochemistry. Maybe go into medical research or medical school or something like that. Maybe a double major in Theater.. It's kind of funny to think I once had the grades and drive to go to Austin because I was one of the top students in my class. I was Sky Masterson in Guys and Dolls and played varsity soccer. Now I roll out of bed ten minutes before class and spend most of the time on my phone. Or sleeping.

But hey. At least Pub Night is tonight.

Are there people outside the force field or am I just accidentally projecting something here?

Vol Rising is why we can't have nice things.

This day is all kinds of fucked up and then some.

In other news, the new Internet hours basically mean I can't Skype my parents or siblings ever.


[FILTERED TO LEIGH THARP]

Jimmy is in solitary.

Someone should start up a tattoo parlor as their small business venture. I was going to get one over the break, but you know. I haven't done anything to really piss off my parents since I cam here. Besides the alcohol thing. A tattoo would one up that though.

Suzee if you don't stop fucking playing that song in my fucking head I'm going to [...] well I haven't figured that part out yet. So just stop it. Please.

BRB starting a petition to the IVF to send all us useless Vols home as we have no benefit to the organization. I knew my powers were useless, but I thought

The United States Supreme Court is hearing arguments on Prop 8 and the Defense of Marriage Act over the next few days. Guess we'll see how the Justices interpret the 14th amendment. Or at least we'll see in June.

Someone should do a work study project involving pizza delivery. That would be awesome at 2AM. Never mind I don't know how that would logically work.


[1995/1996]

You know what? Go ahead and laugh at the beard burn on my jaw all you want. I don't care. I'm still getting more than all of y'all.

[95/96, OUTback, Enver, Leona, Jimmy, Jordana, Suzee]

So I posted the other day about Nowuz, which is the new year in my father's culture. It's actually a Really Big Deal for my father's family. Total family holiday. Like last year since I wasn't in school, my step-mother and I cleaned the entire damn house from top to bottom in the two weeks prior. And then there is a lot of time visiting friends and family. Plus food. Lots of food. Like worse weight gain than Thanksgiving and Christmas amount of food. And then there is Sizdeh Bedar, which is even more food and usually in a park with all the friends and family.

I guess what I am trying to get to that I want to have Sizdeh Bedar. With you ladies and gentleman. If you're interested. It would be Sunday. Yay free Persian food?

(It doesn't have to be outside. A regular table is cool too. There can be non Persian food too. If Sunday doesn't work I can pick another day.)

Eid-eh Shoma Mobarak. Happy Nowuz a.k.a. the Persian New Year.

I'm not quite sure of the exact moment of Tahvil and I doubt IVI will let me I will have a bonfire for Chahar Shanbe Suri and people would probably just laugh at a haft-seen, but maybe I could swing something for Sizdeh Bedar. Everyone likes food and picnics, right?

I don't know if people would be interested. But this is kind of a Big Fucking Holiday with my father's family. Like Huge Fucking Deal. Everyone spends a long time preparing beforehand and there is lots of food and you literally visit everyone and their mother. I even cleaned my dorm room out of tradition or something. There's gifts and you get new clothes and it's just a great time of year. All my family is back home celebrating it, so maybe I could do it here? I mean some of you are kind of like family to me as weird and lame as it sounds. I'd just really like to have something like that here. Maybe? IDK. Fuck I am just really missing home this week and this was one of the last big things I did back there before I came here. I know things are kind shit right now, but no use in completely giving up on the good things in life, yeah?

I'm so fucking hungry. I tried to go to the cafeteria this morning, but fuck you people and your fears were fucking overwhelming my head. Now my stomach keeps growling and I'm feeling irritable and I'm pretty sure my blood sugar is dropping and I am going to slip into a diabetic coma during science. Fuck. Maybe I can just make Amber follow me around all day. Yeah. That will totally work, Davi. God your thought process needs work sometimes.

[1995/1996]

Does anyone have any positive/uplifting/happy/witty/non-dystopian thoughts or stories they would like to share. I'm getting kind of tired of reading how we're all going to die end up in solitary or something. Bonus points if you make me laugh and distrupt class. This is all kinda starting to freak me out. Or something. IDK.

[EDIT] FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, YOU'RE COOL, AND FUCK YOU. And fuck tarantulas.

[UNDERSTANDING/MASON/DON/RASHIDA/JIMMY/ENVER/TOBY/LEONA]

Weird request, but could one of you bring me lunch? All the people in the cafeteria are kind of overwhelming my head at the moment and I trust you guys/ladies not to spit in my food. Please and thank you?


[EDIT] And Toby got me a bacon cheeseburger.

In other news, they elected a new pope. Can someone explain to me why they change their name? And why don't they ever pick younger ones? Why can't they get married? My Mom used to say Catholics weren't really Christians so

I am missing SXSW this year.

Since I can't go to pub night this week, who wants two of my tickets? They're free to a good home.

Am I the only one who doesn't know what to think about all this reVOLution stuff?