Jun. 15th, 2021 at 9:14 PM
I know, I sound mopey and annoying. But I don't care.
I miss my mom. I miss Kimmie. I miss feeling like I'm worth a damn. I'm usually such a happy person, but for the last month or two now, I feel completely useless. Like nothing about me matters.
I just want to feel protected. Loved. Cherished. But I've never had that on a romantic level, not even once. But I at least knew Mom and Kimmie cherished everything about me.