The hallmark channel ha Christmas in July, so do other channels. which got me thinking about Christmas Eve. Another one without Gran. Of course it isn't Christmas Eve, I know that. But my 'different' brain correlates the two dates.
I become a little emotional. Yes, she thought I might be pregnant. I tell-ya those five seconds were the longest of my life.
For five seconds my brain flipped back and forth through the possibilities. Half of me wants to be pregnant, the other half doesn't. After the negative stick, I even called the doctor to make sure.
While at her office, Dr. Burke gave me a physical.
The blood test came back. The results: I have low Hemoglobin or you can say I'm anemic. I need to eat Iron enriched foods. I'll be cooking more meat and fish. While there I told him how tired I've been, so he told me I should rest, take my supplements and eat iron rich foods.
Curing the exhaustion for me is needing to cuddle with my husband. To watch some Netflix and chill. Then sleep, a lot.
I shouldn't say I just miss her today, I miss her everyday.
If I've been snappy, I apologize, especially to you Matthew.