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May. 18th, 2019 at 3:49 PM
Why does my name matter? People have names. I’m an asset. I’m the Brown Recluse. Why isn’t that enough? I would have to have parents to have a name. What would I do for a patronym? Or a family name? I’m proud of what I am. Isn’t that good enough?
[For the first time, there’s a hint of doubt in her voice. SHIELD training hasn’t been at all like she expected. It’s nothing like her training with Hydra. She can’t decide if that’s good or bad yet but it’s... not unpleasant. Which has her feeling a bit unsettled. It should be a bad thing. Hydra might be all she’s known but they’re supposed to be right. They’re supposed to be the good guys. The very idea of liking how anyone else does things better is treasonous. She was trained better than this.]
[For the first time, there’s a hint of doubt in her voice. SHIELD training hasn’t been at all like she expected. It’s nothing like her training with Hydra. She can’t decide if that’s good or bad yet but it’s... not unpleasant. Which has her feeling a bit unsettled. It should be a bad thing. Hydra might be all she’s known but they’re supposed to be right. They’re supposed to be the good guys. The very idea of liking how anyone else does things better is treasonous. She was trained better than this.]