Freedomtown IC

Filtered away from Laura Kinney (lil_wolvie)

Alright. So.. as a queen, I try not to show weakness. And as part of that, I try to keep the help I ask for to a bare minimum.

But I'm shit outta ideas here.

My primary goal as queen of Monstropolis is to take care of my people. But now I feel like I'm failing one of the people in my innermost circle, and it's killin' me.

We all lost people in the purges. ALL of us. And granted, some are taking it better than others. But Laura Kinney's been a part of my dysfunctional little fam since Tea first hired her as her bodyguard. Even after Tea was taken, I kept her on as Em's bodyguard once we got together. But this chick is breaking down badly.

The longer her sweetie's gone, the less she's the Laura we knew and loved, and the more she's the Laura who had literally not a second thought about tearing my still-beating heart right the fuck outta my chest.

I can't seem to get her to talk to me about anything not work-related. She's just... lifeless. I've seen robots with more life in them. If anyone reading this is good with psychological shit, maybe try to get through to her? If anyone else reading this is either a friend of hers or even someone who just feels bad for her, do this bitch right here a solid and go talk to her.

I dunno. I'm just out of ideas. I don't know how to help her.

I've really been enjoying splitting shifts between the two major hospitals here, but I think maybe it's time I pick one to stay at permanently.

Chief Yang is amazing over at XMH, but I feel like I might flourish more under the guidance of Chief Burke at DRH. She's exactly the kind of person I learn best from.

So how's everyone doing? I still feel like a fish out of water here. Like the odd person out, no matter where I go.

I've been doing a lot of soul-searching since arriving here. Finding a Christian church here really warmed my heart and made me feel a lot more at home.

I was in a rut at home. Just pining over my ex and obsessing over whether or not to get back together with her... maybe this was God's way of taking me out of a self-destructive situation and putting me somewhere new to start over?

I know people roll their eyes at the strength of my faith, but I truly believe this.

So, now's the part where I start putting my focus back where it belongs: on my music and on finding someone who will actually appreciate what they have in me.

So next week is Valentines Day....what do you say that we get a hotel room and we just spend some time together?

Hey babe, are you free next Sunday, Valentines Day? I thought we could make some plans together.

What do you think of spending Valentines Day in the most romantic city in the world. In Paris.

I am a little over 5 months pregnant now and my belly is seems to be growing. I have the best support system ever. David and Patrick are rockstars at helping, my sister Tamora is just about the coolest sister ever, and of course to the best guy ever Tom. Lord knows that when my cravings begin and I always make him go get food for me. I can honestly say that pickles and ice cream are the best and so is chocolate sauce on french fries.

Tom
So Valentines Day is coming up, can I just say that I'm glad that my morning sickness has been over. And I'm sorry for my high libido, didn't know pregnancy could make a person want to have sex so often. But anyway, how should we celebrate Valentines Day? Should we stay in or go out?

David is going to be so surprised at what I have planned for us for Valentines Day. In the next few months, we are going to be parents. I want to spoil him in so many ways. But, I'm going to need some help.

I just want to give a shout out to the amazing cast and crew who have been working so hard on Bye Bye Birdie. We open up in about a month. All your hardwork is going to pay off and then we will run the show until June. So you all can have a summer.

Robert
Valentines Day is coming up....what should we do?

I want to say that you are the most incredible woman I have ever met. I don't think I give you enough credit for putting up with my schedule, my kids, you do so much and I am so grateful to have found you ever since coming here. So this year for Valentines Day, I am going to take you out, show you how much I appreciate and love you.