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Queen Bea Wilson of Monstropolis ([info]sweet_bea) wrote in [info]freedomtownic,
@ 2021-02-07 01:26:00

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Entry tags:bea wilson (sweet_bea), emily wilson (twinspeak), haley wilson (papillons), sandra stark (iron_lass), trevor holden (teenageoldman), ~grace harper (snarkyassassin)

Filtered away from Laura Kinney (lil_wolvie)

Alright. So.. as a queen, I try not to show weakness. And as part of that, I try to keep the help I ask for to a bare minimum.

But I'm shit outta ideas here.

My primary goal as queen of Monstropolis is to take care of my people. But now I feel like I'm failing one of the people in my innermost circle, and it's killin' me.

We all lost people in the purges. ALL of us. And granted, some are taking it better than others. But Laura Kinney's been a part of my dysfunctional little fam since Tea first hired her as her bodyguard. Even after Tea was taken, I kept her on as Em's bodyguard once we got together. But this chick is breaking down badly.

The longer her sweetie's gone, the less she's the Laura we knew and loved, and the more she's the Laura who had literally not a second thought about tearing my still-beating heart right the fuck outta my chest.

I can't seem to get her to talk to me about anything not work-related. She's just... lifeless. I've seen robots with more life in them. If anyone reading this is good with psychological shit, maybe try to get through to her? If anyone else reading this is either a friend of hers or even someone who just feels bad for her, do this bitch right here a solid and go talk to her.

I dunno. I'm just out of ideas. I don't know how to help her.


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[info]snarkyassassin
2021-02-07 12:24 pm UTC (link)
Was I supposed to report back to you, or something?

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-07 07:55 pm UTC (link)
No no no, babe. Nothing like that.

Whatever you said to her definitely made a difference. I mean, she's actually functioning again, for one. Until you went in there, she was practically catatonic. Definitely keep up whatever the fuck you said or did.

Don't laugh, but... I just miss my friend.

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[info]snarkyassassin
2021-02-08 03:04 am UTC (link)
I mean... we are dating, now.

I did get her to talk and let out her emotions, though. I wish I could have just waved my hand and had her be what she was before. It's just going to take time.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 03:05 am UTC (link)
I hope you're patient, hot stuff. Because the last time she was like this, it took a long-ass time to bring her out of it.

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[info]snarkyassassin
2021-02-08 03:22 am UTC (link)
I like to think that I am.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 03:23 am UTC (link)
And hey, while you're waiting, you ever wanna take a tumble with me and/or Ems... holla. Cos dayum.

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[info]iron_lass
2021-02-08 02:20 am UTC (link)
I don't know. I wish there was something I could do to help, but I'm not exactly good with the psychological stuff, either.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 02:21 am UTC (link)
She isn't moping, or crying, or anything dramatic... she just seems robotic now.

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[info]iron_lass
2021-02-08 02:28 am UTC (link)
That's honestly scarier. Moping or crying would at least still be showing emotion.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 02:29 am UTC (link)
I mean don't get me wrong, Katie was a cool chick... but it's like everything human about Laura died when she poofed.

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[info]iron_lass
2021-02-08 02:33 am UTC (link)
I'd say try introducing her to someone else, but it might be too soon.

Then again, someone she vibes with even as a friend might do wonders.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 02:35 am UTC (link)
Thing is, she HAS.

She's been fuckin' the ass off of the Palmer girl (lucky bitch), and she's supposedly trying to date that cute Grace chick.

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[info]iron_lass
2021-02-08 02:37 am UTC (link)
Well shit. Then I don't get it, either.

Is it inappropriate to suggest some mood boosting drugs then? Wellbutrin perhaps?

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 02:42 am UTC (link)
I was thinking getting massive amounts of cocaine from Tony Montana, but yeah, that could work too.

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[info]iron_lass
2021-02-08 02:50 am UTC (link)
Eh, six in one hand, half a dozen in the other. Same difference, really.

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[info]teenageoldman
2021-02-08 06:26 am UTC (link)
Some times you need to be lifeless after a loss. I've outlived love, my children, people I've known their whole lives. There a times where just sitting around someone helps.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:27 am UTC (link)
Yeah... but this is a girl who, without love or emotion in her heart... is literally a killing machine.

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[info]teenageoldman
2021-02-08 06:30 am UTC (link)
As anyone without those would be. She's a mutant right?

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:36 am UTC (link)
Yeah. And a very dangerous one if not in the right frame of mind.

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[info]teenageoldman
2021-02-10 01:38 am UTC (link)
I've seen a lot of people here feeling that same pain. I wonder how they're all dealing with it.

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[info]papillons
2021-02-08 06:27 am UTC (link)
Have you tried talking to the other Laura? I mean, there is two of them.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:28 am UTC (link)
I had thought about that... but they're as different as two versions of the same person can be.

You really think she might be able to help?

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[info]papillons
2021-02-08 06:33 am UTC (link)
I've only noticed difference after the purge. Before that I thought they were pretty alike.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:38 am UTC (link)
Duly noted. I'll get in touch with her.

PS - how's things over in Orgyville (aka your house)?

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[info]papillons
2021-02-10 01:39 am UTC (link)
It is going very well.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:28 am UTC (link)
I wish there was something that I could do to help her but I think I'm making it harder. I've actually been thinking that I should stay somewhere else for a couples months. Just to see if that helps her at all.

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[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:29 am UTC (link)
Babe. Hell no.

This is your home. And you're about to be a queen. If for any reason one of you has to go? It ain't gonna be you, pumpkin.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:32 am UTC (link)
My sister loved her, Bea. My love for you, my duty to the people of Monstropolis doesn't compare to Katie. I'd do anything for Laura for being that for Katie even if just for a short time.

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Re: Bea
[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:36 am UTC (link)
I know. I do. And I wish I could give her back to the two of you.

But I already lost my love twice.

TWICE, Em.

We've all suffered. And Laura has to make her way through this the same way the rest of us have. Naturally.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:39 am UTC (link)
I haven't made my way through this, Bea. My sister is gone and Laura is breaking. I can't let her break, I can't. And the only time I feel like I can breathe is when you look at me.

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Re: Bea
[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:42 am UTC (link)
Right, so how would not being here with me help with that?

We'll help her, Ems. I promise you.

Laura meant a lot to Tea and to Katie. I'm not gonna let her fall apart without one hell of a fight.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:43 am UTC (link)
It might not help me but it might help Laura. It's one of the things we haven't tried yet.

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Re: Bea
[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:46 am UTC (link)
Baby... let's try other things first, ok? I lost Diego. I lost Tea. I can't lose you, not even temporarily.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:49 am UTC (link)
Okay, we'll try other things. I just want to help her.

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Re: Bea
[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 06:49 am UTC (link)
And we will, baby.

No matter what we have to do... we will.

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Bea
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-08 06:52 am UTC (link)
I love you.

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Re: Bea
[info]sweet_bea
2021-02-08 07:00 am UTC (link)
I love you, Emily Fitch. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.

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Bea | Emily
[info]twinspeak
2021-02-10 01:40 am UTC (link)
I don't know where I would be without you.

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